tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-90125176334219106482011-11-08T00:25:07.981+08:00你擁抱的 並不總是也擁抱你小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.comBlogger2871100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-11667098135406201672011-11-07T23:53:00.008+08:002011-11-08T00:25:08.059+08:00<div><div><br /></div><div><div>任均 說 (下午 11:48):</div><div>*話說你有跟上這股印度風潮嗎</div></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://a6.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc7/376764_296220110403338_100000460530834_1113432_1694236552_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img src="http://a6.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc7/376764_296220110403338_100000460530834_1113432_1694236552_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" style="cursor: pointer; width: 347px; height: 260px; " /></a><br /></div><div><div>É 說 (下午 11:48):</div><div><div>*有喔</div></div><div>*你不懂啦</div><div>*那是神的空間</div><div>*一般人走不得</div></div></div><div><br /></div><div><div>任均 說 (下午 11:49):</div><div>*啊唷　原來如此</div><div>*我怎麼都沒想到</div><div>*那這是什麼廁所</div></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><a href="http://a8.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc7/386066_253999264652509_227371970648572_764938_1897892934_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 450px; height: 592px;" src="http://a8.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc7/386066_253999264652509_227371970648572_764938_1897892934_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><div><div><br /></div><div>É說 (下午 11:50):</div><div>*這你又不懂了</div><div>*這是兒童使用的</div><div>*給媽媽訓練小孩獨立上廁所的能力</div><div>任均 說 (下午 11:50):</div><div>*喔！！！！</div><div>É說 (下午 11:50):</div><div>*但又怕小孩發生危險</div><div>*又有門 又看的到</div><div>*多棒</div><div>*完美設計</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><div>任均 說 (下午 11:52):</div><div>*好好好</div><div>*我也有點不懂這個</div></div><div><br /></div><a href="http://a3.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/309798_246057458780023_227371970648572_737452_1654184689_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img src="http://a3.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/309798_246057458780023_227371970648572_737452_1654184689_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" style="cursor: pointer; width: 599px; height: 440px; " /></a></div><div><div><br /></div><div>É說 (下午 11:53):</div><div>*這個稍微有點失敗</div><div>*往霍格華茲的方法</div><div>*但是樓梯露餡了</div><div>*這樣有心人會發現這裡可以走</div><div>*樓梯應該灌在柱子裡面</div><div>*到另一個空間才能用</div></div><div><br /></div><div>任均 說 (下午 11:52):</div><div><span style="font-family: Tahoma; ">原來如此...</span> </div><div><span style="font-family: Tahoma; ">好經典我要收錄在我的blogger裡...</span> </div><div><br /></div><div>É說 (下午 11:53):</div><div><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft JhengHei'; ">請</span></div><div><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft JhengHei'; ">還有不懂再來問大師</span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-1166709813540620167?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-23554719359046824242011-09-25T23:29:00.003+08:002011-09-26T00:42:03.500+08:00第一次對其他的事情沒有什麼欲求，除了亟欲想要減肥之外。<div><br /><div>雖然偶爾會想，要是我沒有報名的話，這個月我就可以待在家裡然後什麼事情也不做的遠望台北盆地就好。</div><div>今天突然間真實的感受到自己已經畢業了，不知道這樣的感受是從今天中午與現在的大五生吃飯聽他們講studio跟畢業設計的事，還是補完習回家路上跟蔡寶電話中說到小葉問我現在在幹麼。</div><div>是啊，我現在在幹麼呢？ 重點不是問題本身，而是發問的立場讓我猛然意識到再往上一層沒有工作室了。</div></div><div><br /></div><div>兩三年前的暑假，去阿公阿嬤家的時候，阿公拿出他以前沒用完的文具，有鉛筆，橡皮擦，小小的三角板跟尺。我從拿到的那刻起就決定我會捨不得用，拿白報紙包起來收在抽屜裡。</div><div>阿公從我要讀建築系開始就表示他不支持，直到大三大四還在問我要不要轉讀經濟。</div><div>即使如此，他在我為了畢業設計的經費大大煩惱的時候，打電話告訴我天塌下來他幫我扛著，要給我錢叫我不要擔心只要專心做事就好了。</div><div>畢業設計得到兩個獎項之後，阿公輕微中風口齒不靈，但每次去到阿公阿嬤家他都說我幹得好，頗有驕傲之意。</div><div><br /></div><div>原來，我一直努力，除了為了我自己在有限的時間內獲得我能力極限的經驗值，能像這樣讓家人為我感到開心也是我的原動力，我當時才這樣明白。</div><div><br /></div><div>有時候會想，為什麼沒有休息多久就把生活排得很滿，為什麼不安靜的等著工作就好了。很累的時候尤其一直這樣子想。</div><div>但或許是不甘心且很貪心自己每個階段的生活不僅只有一個重心，也有可能是什麼都沒在想只是因為考試要改制感到驚惶，所以我把考試跟第一份工作的人生行程就這樣子擠在一起。憑藉薄弱到自己都快要不相信的當初自己考上的高中跟高中時期不算差的成績當作自己智力的保證，我私想考試又不是做設計，是有標準答案的東西，是一種可以硬拼的東西，有什麼好不能挑戰的。</div><div><br /></div><div>於是我現在坐在租屋處的桌子前寫構造的模擬試題，然後就這樣因為覺得很累又覺得自己很沒用的開始感到非常沮喪，雖然八成以上的題目明明都會寫。一方面是不喜歡自己因為這樣就感覺到累，一方面是突然有點迷失，開始想要逃避。</div><div><br /></div><div>憑甚麼逃避，其實我很明白不是將會做不到，而是心裡的懦弱不敢也不想面對失敗，或是連過程都想偷懶的省略性逃避。</div><div><br /></div><div>總是會有一陣子這樣的時間，克服之後就又會有幹勁了。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-2355471935904682424?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-83131996080867374142011-08-25T07:38:00.002+08:002011-08-25T07:41:50.179+08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-POcCRJf08r0/TlWLsuUApuI/AAAAAAAABI0/IdDG3-j2PCA/s1600/P1340158.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-POcCRJf08r0/TlWLsuUApuI/AAAAAAAABI0/IdDG3-j2PCA/s400/P1340158.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5644571308441249506" /></a> <br />由於沒有勉強<div>所以一切感到輕鬆自由</div><div> <br /></div><div>滿懷著感謝離開</div><div>這次不會有愧疚</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-8313199608086737414?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-38017888418272254342011-08-19T00:30:00.004+08:002011-08-19T00:55:39.894+08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Fd7coRxzaho/Tk1BO0E-_2I/AAAAAAAABIs/S_rmcUFDEbM/s1600/P1340346.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Fd7coRxzaho/Tk1BO0E-_2I/AAAAAAAABIs/S_rmcUFDEbM/s400/P1340346.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5642237630918623074" /></a> <br />這幾天對於這些沒有熱情<div> <br /></div><div>這一切都會變得非常讓人倦怠</div><div>一直太用力拉扯，反而到後來什麼都僵掉了</div><div> <br /></div><div>想要放事情順其自然是不是有點太任性了啊？</div><div>但是這樣比較誠實不是嗎</div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-3801788841827225434?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-49939436039829853382011-08-09T15:53:00.004+08:002011-08-09T16:04:18.303+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-rzSCs18kZyE/TkDpjTFr_BI/AAAAAAAABIc/sSRMO9T-wIg/s1600/92170033.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 265px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-rzSCs18kZyE/TkDpjTFr_BI/AAAAAAAABIc/sSRMO9T-wIg/s400/92170033.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5638763526096682002" /></a> <br />這陣子 都要多了<div> <br /></div><div>正好用力做事</div><div>正好停止發胖</div><div>正好不會習慣</div><div>正好還不用戒___</div><div> <br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-4993943603982985338?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-55932543617156316912011-08-09T15:48:00.000+08:002011-08-09T15:49:05.126+08:00<iframe width="560" height="349" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/deeLw_wF1cY" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> <br /> <br />剛才還在玩 現在很完蛋 但但但 <br />我不是壞蛋 不信問約翰 她在這兒 <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />別就一眼 <br />怪怪的盯著我 <br />我不知道我應不應該覺得難過 <br />我錯過了什麼<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-5593254361715631691?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-5999234677756536502011-08-05T02:59:00.001+08:002011-08-05T03:48:33.057+08:00寫給爸爸的父親節的信，忍不住一直掉眼淚。<div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-599923467775653650?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-56732234850870157602011-07-06T19:28:00.002+08:002011-07-06T20:04:03.746+08:00沒有什麼立即要做的事<div>沒有什麼必定要赴的約</div><div><br /></div><div>爸爸媽媽想對我嘮叨</div><div>我說：我現在就是什麼也不想思考，什麼也不想做</div><div>就是想要連該做什麼都不知道</div><div>他們也嘀嘀咕咕的任由我把一切暫時停滯</div><div><br /></div><div>沒有運動</div><div>稍微節食</div><div>有按時定量的喝水，皮膚也有照程序保養。</div><div><br /></div><div>看書，把所有想看的書不定的看　分散的看　每本都開始看，但是不急著把任何一本看完</div><div>看漫畫，把所有之前想看沒租的／租了沒時間看的／突然想看的都帶回家躺在椅子上看</div><div>看電影，把所有排在心中清單的／想去電影院看的／可以不用看當打發時間看的／想看第二三四五次的　揮霍的看完</div><div><br /></div><div>騎車去想去的地方　然後待半小時</div><div>騎車回家上樓之前，可以先在附近晃一晃</div><div><br /></div><div>發呆　</div><div>邊看電視邊下意識的做小體操</div><div>用手機跟想念的人說話超過五分鐘</div><div>吹電風扇</div><div><br /></div><div>見想見的人</div><div>約想見的人</div><div>忽略其他人</div><div><br /></div><div>已經很久很久</div><div>真的很久很久</div><div>沒有過有一段日子是</div><div>有什麼附帶責任壓力的事情排在前面眼睛所能見的地方</div><div><br /></div><div>我只是想要延長一點點再</div><div>延長一點點就好</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-5673223485087015760?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-6881906818936091162011-06-26T01:21:00.002+08:002011-06-26T01:24:27.801+08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-3BkSvgIMU0c/TgYZhmtSOpI/AAAAAAAABIU/ex9C-RRsy6E/s1600/P1340137.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-3BkSvgIMU0c/TgYZhmtSOpI/AAAAAAAABIU/ex9C-RRsy6E/s400/P1340137.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5622209249935506066" /></a><br />或 許 <div>只要我維持這個習慣的一天 我就不可能徹底忘記你</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-688190681893609116?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-51643492428796623592011-06-25T04:00:00.003+08:002011-06-25T04:19:03.048+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-ZfLxY7ge1Cw/TgTw1rbO2_I/AAAAAAAABIM/gzygF1DhgNk/s1600/P1330606.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-ZfLxY7ge1Cw/TgTw1rbO2_I/AAAAAAAABIM/gzygF1DhgNk/s400/P1330606.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5621883039845899250" /></a><br />只是在家裡坐著的時候是最危險的時候<div>只能清醒著面對所有事情而已</div><div>只好再度開始選擇哪些事情留著哪些事情先刪去</div><div>只會把事情堆積到某個倉庫</div><div>只不過是拖延時間罷了</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-5164349242879662359?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-58417600090477894822011-06-25T03:33:00.001+08:002011-06-25T03:35:49.440+08:00<iframe width="425" height="349" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/ACSe-j067T0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen=""></iframe><br /><br /><div>歌詞本來想要擷取的 但是一句都刪不掉</div><div><br /></div><div><br /><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1.5em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; color: rgb(16, 35, 43); ">I don’t wanna be ok　所以離我遠一點<br />反正我也受夠這世界<br />早就知道不應該　偏要痛了才學乖<br />我們為何沒人能例外</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1.5em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; color: rgb(16, 35, 43); ">以為真心擁有過　常常都只是搞錯<br />賭上真實的自我　自己造孽自己受</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1.5em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; color: rgb(16, 35, 43); ">如果忘了你是誰　也許比較好一點<br />美夢清醒的瞬間　只剩下　我的心碎　和你的狼狽</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1.5em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; color: rgb(16, 35, 43); ">會痛　沒什麼　這點苦我還能夠<br />只是我現在不明所以<br />落單　沒什麼　好過找錯人寄託<br />只是我現在有點兒Lonely<br />有一點Lonely</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1.5em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; color: rgb(16, 35, 43); ">I don’t wanna be ok　不能就只是ok<br />我曾相信這世上有絕對<br />美好往事多可愛　壞掉的就隨風散<br />可我要怎麼給自己交代</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1.5em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; color: rgb(16, 35, 43); ">以為真心擁有過　常常都只是搞錯<br />賭上真實的自我　自己造孽自己受</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1.5em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; color: rgb(16, 35, 43); ">如果可以都不算　也不曾有你的陪伴<br />是否就能夠避開　這尷尬的殘酷毀滅　也不用妥協<br />畢竟錯加錯　不會變成對</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1.5em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; color: rgb(16, 35, 43); ">賤事　我很多　這點苦不算什麼<br />只是我現在不明所以<br />落單　沒什麼　好過找錯人寄託<br />只是我現在覺得Lonely<br />會不會來不及？<br />真的好Lonely</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1.5em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; color: rgb(16, 35, 43); ">愛過　沒有錯　我為人人沒什麼<br />只是我現在覺得不公平（ hey hey hey !）<br />滯銷 沒什麼 好過送錯人寄託<br />只是我現在覺得Lonely</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1.5em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; color: rgb(16, 35, 43); ">不屬於的時候　該放手的就放手<br />只是我現在　只是我現在　只是我現在<br />只想耍賴</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1.5em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; color: rgb(16, 35, 43); ">I don’t wanna be ok　所以離我遠一點<br />反正我也受夠這世界！</p></span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-5841760009047789482?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-44874873058143972682011-05-02T10:28:00.003+08:002011-05-02T11:00:21.835+08:00總算是讓我回想起大二大三那種只能徬徨不顧一切的心情<br />回想大四跟五上的那種游刃有餘的心態雖然清晰 但是已經無法觸及<br />就好像冬天剛過 穿著短褲短袖還是依稀可以回憶起12月1月那種冷到無所適從的感受<br /><br />這段時間 我<br />丟掉了一些東西 得到了一些新的<br /><br />我常常跟自己說話 <br />「妳先畫完這個」「這邊妳想要怎麼做呢」<br />最常說的就是「妳堅強一點,這是妳得自己完成的事情」<br />剛剛我才發現當我在畫構件的時候 我又對自己說這句話了<br />於是覺得該把這件事情記錄下來<br /><br />在家裡畫圖最好的一點是 可以選擇說話的對象<br />至少可以選擇想要聽到的話<br /><br /><br /><br />三點半躺在床上想要有人可以六點半叫我起床的時候<br />會想起很多被叫醒的時光 有些片段我甚至笑了出來<br />但是那種回不去以及強烈不想回去的感覺清晰得像是房間裡空氣的溫度正在<br />漸漸降低的事實<br /><br /><br /><br />我明白的感受到自己的脆弱<br />前陣子這份感受好像是被封印似的 找也找不到<br />我猜這是一定要當能夠誠實面對自己的時候才會有的心情<br /><br />感受到脆弱的時候也能掌握到在下面的一點點旦確實存在的強硬部分<br />那跟之前用自大跟自信武裝所顯示出來的不一樣<br />就好像打火機跟鑽木取火得到的火焰的分別<br />一種得到很輕易 另一種費盡千辛萬苦<br />但是得到的感受是很不一樣的<br />雖然都很易滅<br /><br />太喜歡逃避了 也太想要逃避<br />但是從小到大 真正逃避過的 好像幾乎沒有過<br />到底是內心存在著的什麼一直逼著我硬著頭皮去面對所有事 我自己也不知道<br />硬著頭皮到內心混亂 強迫自己到哭出來<br />但是還是擦乾眼淚繼續面對<br /><br />我想是因為對未來的憧憬太過於強大<br /><br />雖然場景與人物不斷變換<br />但至少我做的與完成的每件事情都能以某種形式累積到未來<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-4487487305814397268?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-66978423972645230872011-04-21T20:23:00.002+08:002011-04-21T20:27:51.605+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-cct5BUV0QnA/TbAiwtCZ8RI/AAAAAAAABIA/eaRwQGvqzCg/s1600/s_nakano_6.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 309px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-cct5BUV0QnA/TbAiwtCZ8RI/AAAAAAAABIA/eaRwQGvqzCg/s400/s_nakano_6.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5598012556940275986" /></a><br />最近無法入睡<br />總是躺在床上努力回想睡著是什麼樣的感覺<br /><br />即便是睡著了 <br />總是不停的做著惡夢<br /><br />然後醒來<br />生活就是一場活生生的惡夢<br /><br />沒有任何小確幸<br />只有乾巴巴的沙漠而已<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-6697842397264523087?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-43813748463545903042011-04-18T09:14:00.001+08:002011-04-18T09:14:25.063+08:001、 遇到不想回答的問題 ：直視對方的眼睛 ，微笑、 沈默 。<br /><br />2 、走路抬頭挺胸，心情不好時，不想跟人招呼，點頭微笑，逕直走過 。<br /><br />3 、請記得 ：好朋友的定義是，你混的好，他打心眼裡為你開心，你混的不好，他由衷的為你著急 。<br /><br />4 、做自己的決定 ，然後準備好承擔後果 。從一開始就提醒自己 ，世上沒有後悔藥吃， 而我永遠有個 B計劃。<br /><br />5、 自己分內的事情 ，努力做到一百分 。<br /><br />6 、接受自己不過是個"小小的我" ，但眼裡要能夠悅納"大大的世界" 。<br /><br />7、 如果你真的喜歡一個人，就給他.....<br />自由。如果他能回到你身邊，他就是你的，如果他沒有回來，那他也永遠不屬於你。<br /><br />8 、不要試圖給自己找任何藉口，錯誤面前沒人愛聽那些藉口。<br /><br />9 、不要隨意發脾氣，誰都不欠你的 。<br /><br />10 、不說謊話 ，因為總有被拆穿的一天。<br /><br />11 、別低估任何人。<br /><br />12 、你沒那麼多觀眾 ，別那麼累 。<br /><br />13、 過去的事情可以不忘記 ，但一定要放下。<br /><br />14 、別人說的記在腦袋裡，而自己的， 則放在心裡。<br /><br />15 、社會是有等級的， 很多事不公平， 別抱怨 ，因為沒有用 。<br /><br />16 、你永遠沒有你自己想像中那麼重要 。<br /><br />17 、錢能解決的問題統統不叫問題。<br /><br />18 、無論何時說"我愛你"，請真心實意， 無論何時說"對不起"， 請看著對方的眼睛。<br /><br />19、 永遠不要以貌取人，慢慢地說，但要迅速地想。<br /><br />20 、找點時間，單獨呆會兒 。<br /><br />21、 不是自己的東西不要 ，就是再喜歡也不行 ，要懂得放棄 。<br /><br />22 、不要覺得是生活虧欠了你 ，其實是我做的努力不夠 。<br /><br />23 、努力向前，再努力向前，再努力一下下，願望就會實現 ！<br /><br />24 永遠沒有堅持到底的失敗，也不會有半途而廢的成功。<br /><br />25 三人行必有我師，沒有人會比你弱，好學、上進的心態。多問問自己："我努力了沒有？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-4381374846354590304?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-1286414442443929712011-04-15T03:10:00.002+08:002011-04-15T03:18:36.067+08:00<iframe title="YouTube video player" width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/1_pz-uNDprA" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; "><br /><br />因為　付出　所以更貼近感受<br />快樂　悲哀　都會比較沉重<br />思念　一個人　游離night &amp; day<br />想著發生的　還有不會發生的<br /><br />日落　昏黃　情願水中徘徊<br />只一會　灑脫　不捨也得離開<br />河岸　（剩餘的）天光　抵不過夜幕<br />dark side of the heart 說bye bye<br />（這一次 this heart 說bye bye）<br /><br />空白　釋懷　愛你是意外<br />泡沫　一般　就怕太陽曬<br />悱惻　癡呆<br />用溶化去美麗你生命色彩<br /><br />who am I　 what am I 還在這等待<br />棉絮　一般　就怕風吹開<br />命運　承載<br />用纏綿去完整你生命的愛<br /><br />who am I　 what am I 還在這等待<br />realize hypnotised 失去了主宰<br />（像泡沫一般　就怕風吹開）<br />（像棉絮一般　就怕太陽曬）<br />只想問你愛不愛<br />還在不在?</span><br /><br /><iframe title="YouTube video player" width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/zJqyX22g0AE" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br />想你的時候搭上最後一班的列車<br />用最後一班的夜深<br />深邃地這午夜時分<br />專心的想念<br /><br />慢慢瞭解在心裏空缺的位子<br />就是你投射的影子<br />換了誰　誰也不是<br /><br />淚可以忍不住模糊的層次<br />無言是傷痛的開始<br />冷漠的變　成為你喜歡的樣子<br />讓思念燃燒整個城市<br /><br />想你的時候搭上最後一班的列車<br />用最後一班的夜深<br />深邃地這午夜時分<br />專心的想念<br /><br />慢慢瞭解那心裏空缺的位子<br />你不斷投射的影子<br />換了誰　誰都不是<br /><br />淚可以忍不住模糊的層次<br />無言是傷痛的開始<br />冷漠的變　成為你喜歡的樣子<br />讓思念燃燒整個城市<br /><br />歲月的美留給初相識的日子<br />曾經為愛那麼堅持<br />該說的話<br />就在最多情的時候<br /><br />卻欲言又止<br />我知道無言是傷痛的開始<br />思念燃燒在多情的時候<br />歲月的美留在相識的片刻<br />該說的話仍停留在眼中<br /><br /><iframe title="YouTube video player" width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/yYsav_3h2K8" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />獨自徘徊在北方的小鎮　是該離開的時候<br />走走停停　停停走走　行李有一點提不動<br />偶爾也有好心人士幫忙　問我要往那裡走<br />我笑了一笑　我真的get lost,<br />Not knowing where to reach my goal .<br /><br />清晨七點半的火車裡　人們梳裝整齊又光鮮<br />喝杯咖啡　看份報紙　通勤生活不忘忙裡偷個閒<br />從 Preston 要去倫敦市區　大約要三個小時<br />早睡早起　他們生活規律　但日子實在不太有趣<br /><br />這 Britain 的天氣　有時風　有時雨　我不知道太陽在那裡<br />這 Britain 的天氣　是否像你　總是這麼的捉摸不定<br />叫人理不出一點頭緒<br /><br />你若是愛我　請你說出口<br />若太遲　我就會走　你就看不到我<br />你若是愛我　請你一定要說出口<br /><br />窗外的霧和鄉村的綠　模糊的像是一場夢<br />我說這樣缺乏放晴的天　是詩意的忍受和享受<br />他說既然已經早就習慣　有甚麼好埋怨好囉嗦<br />顧好自己的溫飽之外　他還能改變些甚麼<br /><br />走在路上抬頭看看夏夜裡還是微亮的天空<br />Tea time 用完了　晚餐之後　大家到bar裡喝個酒<br />邊說邊笑　邊說邊胡鬧　彼此嘲諷失業的苦惱<br />十一點以後　酒吧關門　Waiter請大家回家睡覺<br /><br />想你的夜　想你溫柔的夜　想你的夜　想你Oh Baby<br /><br /><iframe title="YouTube video player" width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/10BK6dMqAd8" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />不是因為他選擇了另一個對象 <br />他沒有好言好語　怎會有好聚好散 <br />那份被遺忘　不被感激　如冬的心寒 <br />往往才是你逃不出去的地方 <br /><br />要不要哭一場　哭了以後有沒有力量 <br />為是非評斷　怎麼對　怎麼錯　說穿了還是一樣 <br />愈來愈瘋狂　陷入了惡性循環的磁場 <br />分不清是廉價還是無價的感傷 <br /><br />現在怎麼辦　勢孤力單 <br />沒有多餘的智商或是絢麗的花樣 <br />世界再紛亂　政治和饑荒　撲朔迷離的眼光 <br />失去了自由　靈魂在向我要更多的補償 <br /><br />先來哭一場　哭了以後才會有力量 <br />失去了理想　昨天和今天和明天還不是一樣？ <br />不能這麼辦　堅持讓自己不往壞處想 <br />折騰了自己後難道就會更快樂？ <br /><br />最大的安慰莫過於釋然 <br />不是已經不在乎　而是不再去牽強 <br />生命有起落　愛恨有時　也拼湊得倉皇 <br />心情不打烊　陪著你辛酸　也陪著你堅強 <br /><br />陪你哭一場　哭了以後就要有力量 <br />讓生命的苦　總會有別的路　總會有一些轉圜 <br />持續的微笑　讓那些詆毀你的人沮喪 <br />讓他們受不了兩三個和絃的歌 <br /><br />What should i say when you've got a broken heart.. <br />What should i do when i've got a broken heart.. <br />I know there's somewhere we can make a start... <br />Somewhere , somehow... <br /><br />沒有誰能要你放棄　除了自己<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-128641444244392971?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-57440384125697513602011-04-14T23:45:00.006+08:002011-04-15T00:04:56.204+08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-5Y2AVw9-XDg/TacZUl9Ei1I/AAAAAAAABH4/aDMj1IDZUu4/s1600/tumblr_lhgmo384SB1qfsmplo1_1280.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 306px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-5Y2AVw9-XDg/TacZUl9Ei1I/AAAAAAAABH4/aDMj1IDZUu4/s400/tumblr_lhgmo384SB1qfsmplo1_1280.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5595468903607470930" /></a><br />他們總是隨心所欲的改變你認為很重要的事<div>或許他們不是隨心所欲</div><div>但是一旦很突然就會讓人一瞬間無所適從</div><div>於是不會在第一時間反應它是好事還是壞事</div><div>只是想要先發脾氣之後再說。</div><div><br /></div><div>安裝移除之後再安裝 根本就一點也不容易</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>如果自己神經質 只能要求自己盡量不要影響別人</div><div>我能做到的就只有不斷的離開</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>對　我就是很擅長逃避。</div><div><br /></div><div>畢竟天資有限　</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-5744038412569751360?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-77051584157301922072011-04-07T04:57:00.001+08:002011-04-07T04:57:59.414+08:00<iframe title="YouTube video player" width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/SwQvS5Wjnog" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-7705158415730192207?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-41567272774789962312011-04-04T21:54:00.004+08:002011-04-04T22:20:37.761+08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-QYKE_enNvsA/TZnQgZmLeNI/AAAAAAAABHI/I8rhHqe1urM/s1600/Pfw_opener3.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-QYKE_enNvsA/TZnQgZmLeNI/AAAAAAAABHI/I8rhHqe1urM/s400/Pfw_opener3.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5591729667402594514" /></a><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-QYKE_enNvsA/TZnQgZmLeNI/AAAAAAAABHI/I8rhHqe1urM/s1600/Pfw_opener3.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"></a><br />往自己的深處不斷挖掘 與懷疑<div>像是被制約似的不斷付出信任與愛 只是深深害怕給得還不夠</div><div><br /></div><div>於是懷疑出自己以外 同時更加懷疑自己</div><div>我把自己搬移改變 為了希望自己能達到我想像中你想像中的那樣</div><div>以為這樣可以減少我的恐懼</div><div><br /></div><div>只是我才發現一切都是出自於想像</div><div><br /></div><div>我試著欺騙自己很多事情不是真的</div><div>同時也欺騙自己很多事情會是真的</div><div><br /></div><div>只是那些事情本來就什麼都不是</div><div><br /></div><div>因為沒有那樣的世界讓它存在</div><div>那樣的世界從來就沒有存在過</div><div><br /></div><div>我所有的沉溺</div><div>我所有的任性</div><div>我所有的原則與幻想</div><div>或許也建立在你的之上</div><div><br /></div><div>但如果你的是泡沫</div><div>那我的又會是什麼</div><div><br /></div><div>當認知到這一點的時候 周圍崩毀的樣子你看見了嗎</div><div>如果對你來說那個世界從來也沒存在過 那就沒有崩解的機會</div><div><br /></div><div>很多事情可能只是被刻意錯置在各自迥異的空間裡</div><div>一開始就明白 但是依舊無法自拔的繼續下去</div><div>我私自規劃了永遠也無法被建造的城市 虛設永遠不會遷入的居民</div><div>而你就在我身旁看著我做無謂的事</div><div>微笑著並不插手</div><div><br /></div><div>我可能永遠也無法理解你的感受</div><div>雖然你早就摸透了我的</div><div>但是那又如何呢</div><div>什麼都證明不了</div><div><br /></div><div>有些新生都得在毀滅之後才會存在</div><div>而我重新認識了在你之前的我自己 就像見到好久不見的老朋友一樣</div><div><br /></div><div>知道嗎 </div><div><br /></div><div>如果很努力的換個角度想</div><div>這一切都還是能夠很溫馨</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>yes, you were my beloved one.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>即使今天我已經沒辦法再次回憶很多時候深刻的心情。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-4156727277478996231?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-27932808020877894562011-03-18T03:15:00.002+08:002011-03-18T03:21:50.221+08:00想做甕　多大的口就有<div>多大的虛空　多好</div><div>做一個甕為了</div><div><br /></div><div>忘記你。或者走一走橋</div><div>可不可以挽一個野餐籃</div><div>在意志的鋼的邊緣行走</div><div>單腳跳躍一步一步靠近了</div><div>靠近你和海用一整個海夠不夠</div><div>做三個空中滾翻</div><div>然後落下</div><div>然後死</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-2793280802087789456?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-62849305292724020282011-02-20T23:45:00.003+08:002011-03-18T03:23:54.099+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-oSCAxSag8_s/TWE4sO9mWCI/AAAAAAAABHA/slZgY8EqTHc/s1600/06douche.jpg"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-oSCAxSag8_s/TWE4sO9mWCI/AAAAAAAABHA/slZgY8EqTHc/s400/06douche.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5575800146243246114" /></span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br />當哭出來的那一刻 我知道我可以從那樣的情緒掙脫了</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">就好像被徹底拉出來似的 乾乾淨淨的丟掉</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">謝謝你</span></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-6284930529272402028?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-85881061948490959622011-02-19T15:04:00.003+08:002011-02-19T15:12:03.503+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-0VEW7bgORrI/TV9s8CXA7aI/AAAAAAAABG4/KSeYlghXw90/s1600/tumblr_kumneqd62M1qzsb00o1_500.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 270px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-0VEW7bgORrI/TV9s8CXA7aI/AAAAAAAABG4/KSeYlghXw90/s400/tumblr_kumneqd62M1qzsb00o1_500.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5575294642389314978" /></a><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">到一切開始上軌道之後，才發現問題出在生活不是設計</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">認清這一點才明白　什麼叫做不要輕易懷疑</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">不要輕易懷疑實實在在被做出來的東西</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">只有自己的態度能被懷疑</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">只有自己的個性能被懷疑</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">於是我試著把這兩種迷惑切分開來</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">才漸漸覺得有點開朗起來</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">從那之後被打成一團混亂的心智</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">或許連我自己也不知道被影響得多嚴重</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">從外顯無法改變的生活習慣與依賴</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">到內心無法不受影響的猜忌與任性</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">但是依舊無法放棄</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">就是這麼懦弱</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-8588106194849095962?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-17288487521583727402011-02-18T00:58:00.003+08:002011-02-19T15:12:45.011+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-DSI3dwxdvBY/TV1WHUP8JPI/AAAAAAAABGw/dvPsuCwACO4/s1600/concrete04.jpg"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 225px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-DSI3dwxdvBY/TV1WHUP8JPI/AAAAAAAABGw/dvPsuCwACO4/s400/concrete04.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5574706597449180402" /></span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 14px; font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">我相信，所以我繼續。<br />很困難，但是我相信。<br />－陳德政　給所有明日的聚會序</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">畢業設計卡在自己的不成熟心態</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">昨天約談時老師也說了類似的話</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">老師說 設計就是這樣 雖然困難但是要很有勇氣的走下去</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">就算感覺不舒服但還是要勇敢走下去</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">所以看到這兩句話 就好像特地送給我似的</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">又感動又好有幹勁</span></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-1728848752158372740?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-1772372964243956952011-02-08T20:44:00.001+08:002011-02-08T20:48:49.830+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TVE7m_Kad3I/AAAAAAAABGo/-qqmof33U50/s1600/Video%2Bcall%2Bsnapshot%2B2.png"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TVE7m_Kad3I/AAAAAAAABGo/-qqmof33U50/s400/Video%2Bcall%2Bsnapshot%2B2.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5571299755010193266" /></a><br />連自己都不知道自己要什麼了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-177237296424395695?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-25714160836133513832011-02-06T16:00:00.003+08:002011-02-06T16:32:13.111+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TU5cFQWQW5I/AAAAAAAABGg/isx99sXDEMs/s1600/P1290603.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TU5cFQWQW5I/AAAAAAAABGg/isx99sXDEMs/s400/P1290603.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5570491034461297554" /></a><br />常常看著空白的輸入格 打不進長篇的文字<br /><br />我可以在畢業設計的題本上寫很多事情<br />但是一旦習慣了找資料後有根據的消化反芻再吐出的過程後,對於自己要說的話反而說不出口<br />就像進了建築系,開始學會尺規作圖後,我原本的手繪能力就被排擠在一邊施展不出來<br /><br />說是被排擠在一邊 他沒有消失 只是要叫他出來要很用力的很專心的<br />在那時候就會自己覺得 哀 不如以前上手了<br /><br />人也跟動物一樣吧 受過訓練就會習慣這種可以少點思考的行動,真是可憐<br />原來順應我們天性天份而做出來的事情,才是真正不簡單的<br /><br /><br />其實情感也是受制約的吧<br />我們都太有定見,所以也是經過生活的訓練然後做出反應<br />真正坦率的隨心所欲,要做得到坦然<br />是多麼困難的事情.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-2571416083613351383?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-84858925012751501992011-02-05T00:13:00.002+08:002011-02-05T00:22:39.108+08:00等待 <br />計畫實現<br />計畫沒說出來的部分<br />或許沒說是因為怕被固定住<br />或是怕被嘲笑<br />或是 就沒辦法實現<br /><br />我想要把事情有希望的部分放大<br />好掩蓋住那些絕望的地方<br /><br />這樣是不是很任性啊<br /><br />因為我實在是很沒有勇氣啊<br /><br />----------------------<br /><br /><br />暈黃的水銀燈 沿路流洩 <br />這熟悉的夜色 異常頹美 <br />被煽動的暈眩 隨之冷卻 <br />我是如此清醒 卻又疲憊 <br /><br />我已無法掌控自己向你走遠 <br />縱然不知你是否欣喜向我道別 <br /><br />彌留中駛向這 無盡漆黑 <br />庸擾我的臆測 交迭不歇 <br />反饋的電流聲 猶如影魅 <br />如今卻是如此 索然無味 <br /><br />我已無法掌控自己向你走遠 <br />縱然不知你是否欣喜向我道別 <br /><br />OK? OK? OK? <br />Do you feel OK? OK? <br /><br />請你抹煞我的知覺 <br />讓我能 更完美 <br />請你剝離我的防衛 <br />讓我能 更安全 <br />請你抹煞我的知覺 <br />讓我能 更完美 <br />請你剝離我的防衛 <br />讓我能 更安全 <br /><br />Do you feel Do you feel Do you feel OK? <br />Do you feel Do you feel Do you feel OK? OK? OK? <br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Do you feel OK? OK?</span><br /><object width="250" height="100"><param name="allowScriptAccess" value="always" /><param name="movie" value="http://www.indievox.com/swf/indievox_player_s.swf" /><param name="wmode" value="transparent" /><param name="flashVars" value="id=50&ptype=song" /><embed src="http://www.indievox.com/swf/indievox_player_s.swf" width="250" height="100" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowScriptAccess="always" flashVars="id=50&ptype=song"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-8485892501275150199?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-53883853029000366392011-01-28T15:35:00.000+08:002011-01-28T15:37:47.072+08:00<iframe title="YouTube video player" class="youtube-player" type="text/html" width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/g-E0ojfjYu0?rel=0" frameborder="0" allowFullScreen></iframe><br />持續的提醒我　現實的界限<br />沒有跨越的機會<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-5388385302900036639?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-39033009249730948752011-01-26T06:49:00.002+08:002011-01-26T07:41:24.200+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs161.snc4/37396_1465639433469_1008004120_31327756_4334064_n.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 478px; height: 720px;" src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs161.snc4/37396_1465639433469_1008004120_31327756_4334064_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><div>我當時就說不會後悔</div><div>現在卻後悔當時沒說</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-3903300924973094875?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-15016908166985296142011-01-21T22:57:00.002+08:002011-01-21T22:58:49.824+08:00<iframe title="YouTube video player" class="youtube-player" type="text/html" width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/-bksuHV_rmc?rel=0" frameborder="0" allowFullScreen></iframe><br /><br />提不起勁<br />突然很想看人間四月天<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-1501690816698529614?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-79848058297585626782011-01-20T02:18:00.005+08:002011-01-20T02:30:29.583+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TTctotm6g_I/AAAAAAAABGU/tf9SzakIO8Y/s1600/20060831123505563_946_o.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 220px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TTctotm6g_I/AAAAAAAABGU/tf9SzakIO8Y/s400/20060831123505563_946_o.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5563966042100368370" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.im.tv/vlog/Scripts/im_WMP.js"></script><a href="javascript:void(0)" onclick="javascript:im_WMPWindow(3282526)">范曉萱-氧氣</a><br />沉入越來越深的海底<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-7984805829758562678?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-89678992059650858492011-01-19T13:26:00.003+08:002011-01-19T13:36:04.987+08:00<object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/KnzupymHjFI?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/KnzupymHjFI?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-8967899205965085849?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-91113726593520384332011-01-17T00:33:00.003+08:002011-01-17T00:37:44.306+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TTMenXcfAtI/AAAAAAAABF0/SuRiJWbntkk/s1600/373477283_aae1d7a883_b.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TTMenXcfAtI/AAAAAAAABF0/SuRiJWbntkk/s400/373477283_aae1d7a883_b.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5562823626389914322" /></a><br />很多無法表達出來的<br />會被濃縮在眼神裡<br /><br />於是我閉起眼睛不敢看你<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-9111372659352038433?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-11519624090483505822011-01-16T20:49:00.000+08:002011-01-16T20:50:00.686+08:00「所謂的「對作品進行討論」在很多時候都是純粹的幻想與無謂的時間浪費，一般的議題還能透過名詞的定義與量化指標的引用來達成某種共識，然而「作品」很容易牽扯到濃厚的個人經驗與情感，要將這些東西具體化非常困難，就算把其中的「事件」元素取出來討論，也時常會因為失去了情感脈絡而無效」<br /><br /><br />出自<a href="http://woosean.pixnet.net/blog/post/26239081">這裡</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-1151962409048350582?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-74290048865919845012011-01-13T16:58:00.002+08:002011-01-13T17:32:54.576+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TS7FdiQfdCI/AAAAAAAABFs/vXAAVh5tAR0/s1600/P13001551.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TS7FdiQfdCI/AAAAAAAABFs/vXAAVh5tAR0/s400/P13001551.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5561599701051995170" /></a><br /><br />影像與文字很好的結合打入心坎<br />感覺就像吐出了一點 然後補回了一點<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-7429004886591984501?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-20459556209699887502011-01-04T07:05:00.000+08:002011-01-04T07:06:21.123+08:00總是全力以赴<br />保持日復一日的溫度<br />多少有幫助<br />繞過愛你的路 就讓回憶模糊<br />關上車窗再加速<br />需要的 我比你清楚<br /><br />如果你愛著我 而我也愛著你<br />結果還是有段 跨不過的距離<br />這時離開 還依然美麗<br />如果說 我愛著你 而你卻比較愛自己<br />我想那就不是我的問題<br />那不過是 現代人的愛情<br /><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/0ECIgchUVpE?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/0ECIgchUVpE?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-2045955620969988750?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-90796694720987570922011-01-01T21:44:00.000+08:002011-01-01T21:45:07.215+08:00我們用太多的時間<br />推敲未知的終點<br />在夢境夢想夢的謎<br />卻錯失眼前燦爛的春天<br /><br />青春又斑駁了一頁<br />希望仍靜靜擱淺<br />在夢境夢想夢的你<br />是否仍期待綻放的瞬間<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-9079669472098757092?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-28905166976849858482010-12-22T13:54:00.001+08:002010-12-22T13:54:38.966+08:00<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/tdN13VbvIE8?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/tdN13VbvIE8?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" letter-spacing: 1px; line-height: 18px; font-family:Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /><br /><br />如煙 因給你遞過火 如火 卻也沒熔掉我<br />回望最初 當喪失是得著可不可<br />可痛若驪歌 樂如兒歌 像你沒來過 沒去過<br /><br /><br /><br /></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-2890516697684985848?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-26098411073177039342010-12-17T05:38:00.005+08:002010-12-17T06:51:18.201+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TQqX4O3Wi5I/AAAAAAAABFg/FvZ7akaspX0/s1600/P1290147.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TQqX4O3Wi5I/AAAAAAAABFg/FvZ7akaspX0/s400/P1290147.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5551416483006286738" /></a><br />當生活被嵌入某一種習慣<div>每當在無意識中動作時</div><div>習慣的開端 總是在那</div><div><br /></div><div>或許是最真實的一段時光<br /><div><div><br /></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-2609841107317703934?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-39540613166727647122010-12-14T04:57:00.000+08:002010-12-14T04:58:12.700+08:00<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; ">You are the burden to our ways<br />You are the one who took my place<br />You took a jump into forever<br />A leap of faith I could not take<br /><br />And it was<br />A leap of faith I could not take<br />A promise that I could not make<br />A leap of faith I could not take<br />A promise that I could not make<br /><br />Mi cenicero, mi cenicero (my ashtray heart)<br />Mi corazon de cenicero (my ashtray heart)<br />Mi cenicero, mi cenicero (my ashtray heart)<br />Mi corazon de cenicero<br /><br />You were alone before we met<br />No more forlorn than one could get<br />How could we know we had found treasure?<br />How sinister and how correct<br /><br />And it was<br />A leap of faith I could not take<br />A promise that I could not make<br />A leap of faith I could not take<br /><br />A promise that I could not make<br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Arial;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Arial;">I tore the muscle from your chest<br />And used it to stub out cigarettes<br />I listened to your screams of pleasure<br />Now watch the bedsheets turn blood red<br /></span></div><div><br /></div><object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/_gvmoCYA820?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/_gvmoCYA820?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-3954061316672764712?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-77572973900357401182010-12-04T00:23:00.002+08:002010-12-04T00:46:17.516+08:00<div><br /></div><div><a href="http://blog.udn.com/taisun222/4661103">讀了這篇文章之後...</a></div><div><br /></div><div>---------------------------------</div><div><br /></div><div>你知道教練對自己的選手最大的期許是什麼嗎？</div><div>就是完成自己沒辦法達到的夢想</div><div>一個父親對自己的孩子應該有什麼樣的期望呢？</div><div>超越自己</div><div>他這樣鍛鍊不錯 但是我認為在某些地方 不是說你擺明了放著去闖就能讓小孩子搞懂</div><div>為什麼學琴要找老師 因為老師會點出你看不到的盲點</div><div>今天上流社會的思考方式跟平民百姓絕對不同</div><div>別講這麼大的對比 </div><div>我對於同踢的思考邏輯已經不太能接受了</div><div>何況是他們那種家財萬貫的人</div><div>好的父親應該是讓自己的孩子能用最短的時間學會人生應該要了解的事情</div><div>如何珍惜 如何去信任</div><div>如何去做彈性的思考搭配理性的邏輯</div><div>那種訓練才是珍貴的寶物</div><div>而今天他有能力培養自己的孩子當接班人</div><div>說不定他的孩子擴張事業版圖之後可以幫助世界上更多需要幫助的人</div><div>規模經濟是很嚴重的一個資本主字失敗的因素</div><div>如果規模經濟過大 企業將會因為無法持續發展而營收衰退</div><div>所以浪費也是資本市場必須的條件</div><div>so。。。跟窮人交朋友 不如跟有錢人交朋友</div><div>能讓他提前十公尺起跑 何必讓他上了起跑線才開始準備？</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>-----------------------------------------------------</div><div><div>後續:</div><div><div><br /></div><div>翁 任均 說</div><div>說不定就是想要讓他的小孩 順其自然的起跑</div><div>雖然很可惜 其實我也覺得很可惜 明明有那麼好的資源沒有站在肩膀上出發</div><div>但是因為我就是一個被提前起跑的小孩</div><div>所以我雖然看了他的文章之後 有跟你一樣的感覺</div><div>但是任性的那一塊覺得 這樣也不錯啊~</div><div><br /></div><div>說</div><div>我覺得。。。有的東西提早訓練 在某個程度真的要讓他去走 但是在最後 如果他是個人才 真的還是要挖掘他</div><div>對自己兒子最好的方式 就是別把它當自己的兒子</div><div>這才是最殘忍的教育</div><div>我只會訓練他一件事情</div><div><br /></div><div>翁 任均 說</div><div>什麼事情</div><div><br /></div><div>說</div><div>從十歲開始研究股票線圖的變化</div><div><br /></div><div>翁 任均 說</div><div>就知道</div><div>就知道</div><div>就知道</div><div>就知道</div><div><br /></div><div>說</div><div>對阿</div><div>我只會要求他好好學好這件事情</div><div>其他的他想怎樣隨便他</div><div>股票市場真的讓我學會的東西比學校多太多了</div><div><br /></div><div>翁 任均 說</div><div>就知道!!</div><div>你噢</div><div><br /></div><div>說</div><div>真的啦</div><div><br /></div><div>翁 任均 說</div><div>你雖然說 不以為然那個人</div><div>但是你基本上跟他一樣</div><div><br /></div><div>說</div><div>可能我不能接受他的講法吧我猜</div><div><br /></div><div>翁 任均 說</div><div>他也只要他小孩學會一件事情</div><div>就是自己有能力闖自己的路</div><div>你是要你的小孩會看股票</div><div><br /></div><div>說</div><div>我要讓他明白什麼叫做貪婪以及恐懼</div><div>什麼叫做瞬間的判斷力</div><div>很多啦 說都說部玩</div><div>像我那天一看量不對 雖然想放 還是砍單</div><div>今天大跌一塊多</div><div><br /></div><div>翁 任均 說</div><div>好險好險</div><div><br /></div><div>說</div><div>有的時候就是這樣吧 </div><div>運氣運氣 不過砍單的時候一樣會猶豫</div><div><br /></div><div>翁 任均 說</div><div>我是說 你跟他思考的本質是一樣的 都是想要讓小孩學會一件讓你受益最多得事情 </div><div>---------------------------------------------------</div></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我喜歡這段:</div><div>好的父親應該是讓自己的孩子能用最短的時間學會人生應該要了解的事情</div><div>如何珍惜 如何去信任</div><div>如何去做彈性的思考搭配理性的邏輯</div><div>那種訓練才是珍貴的寶物</div><div><br /></div><div>這段話我也非常同意</div><div>我覺得擁有這個寶物,幾乎就等於擁有很多其他的</div><div>因為這種觀念能把很多身邊的事情轉化為很棒的自身經驗</div><div>或是把身邊的資源用到最好</div><div>能夠受用一輩子</div><div><br /></div><div>能這樣想的人,大概也得到這樣寶物了吧</div><div>(快去謝謝爸爸)</div></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-7757297390035740118?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-2889674378563469572010-11-30T03:27:00.004+08:002010-11-30T03:34:25.115+08:00<div><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TPP--Ne4c5I/AAAAAAAABFQ/YShZmaU-T0E/s1600/P1290625.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TPP--Ne4c5I/AAAAAAAABFQ/YShZmaU-T0E/s400/P1290625.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5545055910947746706" /></a><br /><br /><div>有時候生活過一過 覺得疲倦至極</div><div>是都知道自己下一步要往哪邊邁</div><div>但是腳就是任性得不想跨出去</div><div>可能會想要把臉縮起來哭</div><div>但是那也是沒有意義的耍賴罷了</div><div><br /></div><div>我覺得這一切都是因為我沒睡飽</div><div>睡飽了之後又想期待下一次睡飽</div><div>因為這件事情怎樣都達不到所以我轉而往別的事情去渴望</div><div>偏偏都是渴望一些現在得不到的事情</div><div>所以我的疲倦一直沒有得到正面的舒緩</div><div><br /></div><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TPQAHoVodyI/AAAAAAAABFY/5NZe53f-X10/s1600/IMG_3444.jpg"><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TPQAHoVodyI/AAAAAAAABFY/5NZe53f-X10/s400/IMG_3444.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5545057172287158050" style="cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 266px; " /></a></div><div><br /></div><div>我在看著自己能熬到什麼時候</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-288967437856346957?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-22816430839060973312010-11-28T17:28:00.003+08:002010-11-28T17:32:52.829+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TPIhGL_zGGI/AAAAAAAABFA/O_7hLq8Xeuk/s1600/45592_457737645308_8746730308_6929291_2671656_n.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 265px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TPIhGL_zGGI/AAAAAAAABFA/O_7hLq8Xeuk/s400/45592_457737645308_8746730308_6929291_2671656_n.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5544530481429813346" /></a><br />各自勇敢的前進<br />you offered once and didn't mention it again.<br />which makes me realized that this time you may be serious than ever.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-2281643083906097331?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-46218473201738715212010-11-24T03:54:00.002+08:002010-11-24T04:02:35.381+08:00<object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/qHm9MG9xw1o?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW&amp;rel=0"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/qHm9MG9xw1o?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW&amp;rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br />沒有這一塊，我說不定連生活也不會過了<div>原來這一切都是假的，外皮是真的，結構是假的</div><div>假的一旦消失，外皮即使真實也會垮掉　吧</div><div><br /></div><div>未來相距很遠</div><div>沒有願意去談，嘗試過，是我逃避</div><div>也沒被勉強，但感受得到一點情緒</div><div>沒有好也沒有壞</div><div><br /></div><div>取決於當下的每一個瞬間而已</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-4621847320173871521?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-70967822677892804102010-11-19T00:02:00.001+08:002010-11-19T00:02:44.504+08:00<object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/qf1F6KNRzGY?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW&amp;rel=0"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/qf1F6KNRzGY?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW&amp;rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Hey, you once called me your baby<br />Say it for the last time<br />With all your strength and meaning it this time<br /><br />Hey, you once promised me the world<br />But I never asked for it<br />But I never asked for it<br /><br />Hey, you once praised me beautiful<br />Why Id get get weaker, why would I get weaker<br /><br />Oh Please, please dont<br />I am so scared, scared youre too perfect for me<br />Or am I too naive for you<br /><br />Either way its too late<br />Too late for regrets, Im hurt<br />Leave me out of love<br />Leave love out, leave me out<br /><br />Hey, lets just pretend<br />Nothing ever happened, nothing ever happened<br /><br />Hey, lets just pretend<br />Nothing ever happened<br />Nothing, nothing never ever happened<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-7096782267789280410?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-33058336791885755542010-11-16T03:02:00.001+08:002010-11-16T03:02:48.285+08:00「我思，故我在」：不只用眼睛看，而且用腦筋看。<br /> 資本主義文化下的科技文明，以美國經濟模式為典式，經過2008年金融海嘯的洗禮，繼有「金磚(BRIC)四國」的興起。<br /> 對照里山(二)的思考，敘述你對文明的思考論點。<br /> 結論請用標題(Topic)點出。<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />文明領導力取決於誰能過比較好的生活<br />　　如果回顧中國歷史，各國戰爭不斷就是為了爭國土，這還不都是為了比較好的生活氣候以及糧食產地，於是能夠過比較好的生活。一國的興盛來自於他的自然資源的運用以及分配；運用分配得宜的，國民生活富足，於是說這一國繁盛。其實說得也是，保暖而思盈欲，當人不用為了生活煩惱的時候，文明或是文化就能夠被比較完整的發展，也因此被說繁盛的國家也總是很有繁盛的證據。如果把整個邏輯連貫下來的話，我們發展到了今天其實也是如此，只是我們對於「過好的生活」的標準不斷的改變。<br />　　在過去，要過好的生活很需要自然的幫助。靠天吃飯的產業占了生產的絕大部分，我們與自然生命息息共存。於是，我們的祖先學會了如何順應自然的紋理過生活，因為若是有擾亂，生產與生活必定大受影響。在那時候，很重要的生活元素就是土地與水還有動物跟陽光，再來就是一個好的氣候環境。隨著越來越多人工的物品被發展，我們用人工的物品去取代很多原本是跟自然相互配合的環節，於是那些被取代的環節也改變了我們生活所要依附的，從原本的自然變成這些人工產物的原料。<br />　　這時候，難怪不再為了土地戰爭了。<br />　　當我們生活所依賴的變成人工的產物，自然環境於我們的生活關係漸漸稀薄，取而代之的成為人工的事物：貨幣，原物料等等。自然跟這種人工所需的同樣是生產所需的根本，在不同的時代成為人類所爭奪以及過生活的基礎。於是，能過比較好的生活的標準值，從好的風土環境成為收入高低或是購買力的數據。在以前，好的風土環境與豐盛的自然產物造就強國，現在則變成用數據來比較國家強弱，於是誰的數字高，誰就有領導力，金磚四國也因為他們的數字潛力而出線，真的是因為文化嗎？其實都已經被比文化更原始的欲望所取代，因為今天我們認為越有商業潛力的國家能過越好的生活，所以我們選出未來的強大國家的標準是這樣子的方式。<br />　　在這樣的時代，里山這種生活方式雖然以自然來說是很理所當然的，但是與現在的價值觀相比卻顯得很突兀，所以才有趣。我們說這樣的生活與文化特別，其實就好像我們說太陽光好特別一樣，但是我們之所以會這樣說，是因為我們活在只照得到日光燈的室內。今天里山這種生活方式若是在以前，一定會是一個很是高級的生活環境，但是在今日卻不是，終歸是因為某些環節在時間的推進中被人工所取代了，於是今天里山不是文化的領導者。文化強弱，說起來還不是取決於誰的影響力比較大，而現在的影響力取決於經濟，經濟代表一個國家的人民過著怎樣程度的生活。在未來，是怎樣的指標代表我們能過比較好的生活呢？我有很強的預感又要回到自然資源上了，只是回復的關鍵點會比以前刺激很多！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-3305833679188575554?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-49320523811775254622010-11-15T00:43:00.000+08:002010-11-15T00:44:37.164+08:00<object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/JWdUVn4ALJU?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW&amp;rel=0"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/JWdUVn4ALJU?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW&amp;rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/IKFLfpdsg8s?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW&amp;rel=0"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/IKFLfpdsg8s?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW&amp;rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-4932052381177525462?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-65239049308989045562010-11-15T00:18:00.004+08:002011-01-17T00:31:35.487+08:00我也不知道要怎麼跟你相處欸<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-6523904930898904556?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-72850669687294579382010-11-05T02:07:00.002+08:002010-11-05T02:08:48.177+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 14px; font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">每一種決定都像肝腸寸斷<br />每一種選擇都是心有不甘<br />過了今晚你要開始學著勇敢<br />不可知的未來你要自己承擔</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">好可悲噢 可惡<br /></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/pNtCN3CTX4g?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW&amp;rel=0"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/pNtCN3CTX4g?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW&amp;rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-7285066968729457938?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-20104501939845611092010-11-03T03:45:00.003+08:002010-11-03T03:47:07.771+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TNBqlZGRjhI/AAAAAAAABE4/-xgU8JkW0To/s1600/19.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TNBqlZGRjhI/AAAAAAAABE4/-xgU8JkW0To/s400/19.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5535041132663246354" /></a><br />太震撼了　<div>親身體驗才知道原來是這樣活生生</div><div>超越想像！</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-2010450193984561109?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-80686487423111497662010-10-29T16:08:00.003+08:002010-10-29T16:10:12.039+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMqBNnnjxzI/AAAAAAAABEw/OLcsCgI4E8U/s1600/1029%E5%B8%B8%E5%B8%B8%E4%B8%8D%E5%BE%97%E4%B8%8D%E7%82%BA%E4%B9%8B.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 287px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMqBNnnjxzI/AAAAAAAABEw/OLcsCgI4E8U/s400/1029%E5%B8%B8%E5%B8%B8%E4%B8%8D%E5%BE%97%E4%B8%8D%E7%82%BA%E4%B9%8B.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5533377163151263538" /></a><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMqBNnnjxzI/AAAAAAAABEw/OLcsCgI4E8U/s1600/1029%E5%B8%B8%E5%B8%B8%E4%B8%8D%E5%BE%97%E4%B8%8D%E7%82%BA%E4%B9%8B.jpg"></a>常常不得不這樣</div><div>不知道什麼時候才會乖乖的把那些尺寸記好<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-8068648742311149766?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-6670006087204918122010-10-24T02:46:00.001+08:002010-10-24T02:49:24.686+08:00<div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMMt-XVDtRI/AAAAAAAABEI/xAEgiI6Ucgw/s1600/0-0_cover.jpg"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMMt-XVDtRI/AAAAAAAABEI/xAEgiI6Ucgw/s400/0-0_cover.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5531315316778579218" style="cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 169px; " /></a></div><div><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMMt_0WU_HI/AAAAAAAABEo/1t6aeHERMOE/s1600/05.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 338px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMMt_0WU_HI/AAAAAAAABEo/1t6aeHERMOE/s400/05.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5531315341748403314" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMMt_Lb6AsI/AAAAAAAABEg/xWxySvS82g4/s1600/20.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 337px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMMt_Lb6AsI/AAAAAAAABEg/xWxySvS82g4/s400/20.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5531315330765947586" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMMt-zMLZ9I/AAAAAAAABEY/UtqEUSRVzpE/s1600/24.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 337px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMMt-zMLZ9I/AAAAAAAABEY/UtqEUSRVzpE/s400/24.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5531315324257527762" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMMt-v1CKeI/AAAAAAAABEQ/7uSqT389H18/s1600/17.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 337px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMMt-v1CKeI/AAAAAAAABEQ/7uSqT389H18/s400/17.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5531315323355146722" /></a><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMMt-v1CKeI/AAAAAAAABEQ/7uSqT389H18/s1600/17.jpg"></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://issuu.com/9136/docs/zoo_re.1_oct_2010_1024">快點我線上翻頁瀏覽啊!!!!</a><br /><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-667000608720491812?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-24472219702675865242010-10-24T02:45:00.004+08:002010-10-24T02:46:32.757+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMMtV-r2KWI/AAAAAAAABEA/TO8Yerj26Eg/s1600/P1290270.JPG"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 290px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMMtV-r2KWI/AAAAAAAABEA/TO8Yerj26Eg/s400/P1290270.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5531314622968506722" /></span></a><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" border-collapse: collapse; font-family:arial;font-size:13px;"><div><span>最近困擾我的事情其實是</span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>沒辦法做決定</span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>做決定真的好難啊</span></div><div><span>但是做了決定之後就可以做很多事情,但是 what if <wbr>那個決定方向不夠好(例如機場),很多事情就用力不到點上去</span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>其實很想慢慢做決定,把老神養好("老神在在"的老神)</span></div><div><span>然後其實心裡也依賴利用設計課的討論幫助我做決定...<wbr>每次下決定就像壯士斷腕一樣恐怖</span></div><div><span>所以我準備了很多手腕(所謂"選項"),<wbr>但是其實沒膽子斷任何一個</span></div><div><span>感覺若是能克服這個挫折對我來說會是一個很大的邁進</span></div></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-2447221970267586524?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-70224011297749746222010-10-23T00:00:00.003+08:002010-10-23T00:05:43.631+08:00 <br />這個抑鬱的星期天 我們在討論自殺的方法　 <br />你說嗑藥不錯 <br />我說萬一死不去還要洗胃很辛苦　 <br />割脈也太痛　不能接受　 <br />燒炭　你我都認同最舒適的方　 <br />但未免太消極可悲　 <br />你說不如凍死　穿汗衣在北極凍死　 <br />我滿心歡喜　提議先到芬蘭旅遊　 <br />然後穿汗衣凍死　 <br />你說其實可以先環遊世界　然後到芬蘭凍死　 <br />好主意　我說北歐是我們的死亡終站　 <br />很浪漫的想法　 <br /> <br />你問打算何時進行　 <br />不如就二十九歲　活在永遠的二十九歲　 <br />我說時間無多　要開始儲錢　 <br />為了我們的計劃　 <br />你說你有積蓄　可以資助我　 <br />我感動地　幻想　 <br />二十九歲　我們一起到北歐去 </dd><dd style="list-style-type: none; list-style-position: initial; list-style-image: initial; margin-top: 3px; margin-bottom: 3px; margin-left: 3px; font-size: 10pt; "> <br /></dd><dd style="list-style-type: none; list-style-position: initial; list-style-image: initial; margin-top: 3px; margin-bottom: 3px; margin-left: 3px; font-size: 10pt; "> <br />詞/念: 阿雪 <br />曲/編: 阿p </dd><dd style="list-style-type: none; list-style-position: initial; list-style-image: initial; margin-top: 3px; margin-bottom: 3px; margin-left: 3px; font-size: 10pt; "> <br /></dd><dd style="list-style-type: none; list-style-position: initial; list-style-image: initial; margin-top: 3px; margin-bottom: 3px; margin-left: 3px; font-size: 10pt; "> <br /></dd></span> <br /> <br /> <br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/uAC1hJxRHAI?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/uAC1hJxRHAI?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-7022401129774974622?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-39205375108540429052010-10-22T14:03:00.003+08:002010-10-22T14:19:55.249+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMEqCoSwSKI/AAAAAAAABD4/4hBQPhj-v3Q/s1600/PPS+2010-10-22+13%2752%27%2725.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 226px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMEqCoSwSKI/AAAAAAAABD4/4hBQPhj-v3Q/s400/PPS+2010-10-22+13%2752%27%2725.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530748042051864738" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMEqCeb49CI/AAAAAAAABDw/WO6vr8cH8w0/s1600/PPS+2010-10-22+13%2748%27%2754.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 226px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMEqCeb49CI/AAAAAAAABDw/WO6vr8cH8w0/s400/PPS+2010-10-22+13%2748%27%2754.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530748039405827106" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMEqCKHVCUI/AAAAAAAABDo/NebG1fCXc5I/s1600/PPS+2010-10-22+13%2748%27%2706.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 226px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TMEqCKHVCUI/AAAAAAAABDo/NebG1fCXc5I/s400/PPS+2010-10-22+13%2748%27%2706.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530748033950878018" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div>真的是不言自明耶</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-3920537510854042905?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-5633374944963204222010-10-20T01:58:00.003+08:002010-10-20T02:05:59.737+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TL3eAsRbjAI/AAAAAAAABDg/vKGGwGXJWPk/s1600/auberginebreath365.gif"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 365px; height: 200px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TL3eAsRbjAI/AAAAAAAABDg/vKGGwGXJWPk/s400/auberginebreath365.gif" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5529820020946471938" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我買網拍的包裹寄到系辦 重點是他還貨到付款</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我真的不知道我要怎麼面對春哥</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-563337494496320422?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-13655609685553578902010-10-18T04:31:00.002+08:002010-10-18T04:36:09.655+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TLteLOvZeDI/AAAAAAAABDI/l8wzvqP9HZw/s1600/sketch-283.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 400px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TLteLOvZeDI/AAAAAAAABDI/l8wzvqP9HZw/s400/sketch-283.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5529116514555885618" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TLteKJuqlBI/AAAAAAAABDA/_ReP58ln24c/s1600/sketch-283.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 400px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TLteKJuqlBI/AAAAAAAABDA/_ReP58ln24c/s400/sketch-283.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5529116496030766098" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_q3VawqKcjpI/Sq-v7OatSAI/AAAAAAAADGY/bXI2p0oQF7s/vintage_engagement_09.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 650px; height: 820px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_q3VawqKcjpI/Sq-v7OatSAI/AAAAAAAADGY/bXI2p0oQF7s/vintage_engagement_09.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />在我們彼此碰不到的地方也好<div>反而讓更多輪廓浮現得更清楚</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-1365560968555357890?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-21755354161432916582010-10-18T01:55:00.002+08:002010-10-18T01:59:45.812+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_aOOlrquJ6Ls/TLs4zA_bhUI/AAAAAAAAADY/ziNJdxCO1yI/s1600/1f82c3aac7d7605d3af491546d703317eadedfcc_m.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 315px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_aOOlrquJ6Ls/TLs4zA_bhUI/AAAAAAAAADY/ziNJdxCO1yI/s320/1f82c3aac7d7605d3af491546d703317eadedfcc_m.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5529075416617944386" /></a><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">每次從台北回到台中之後，心裡的一部分總是能夠被洗乾淨一點</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:100%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">然後想事情可以乾淨一點</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:100%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">慾望可以少一點。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:100%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:100%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">回來之後就可以一股作氣</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:100%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">慢慢的　但是確實有在前進中。</span></span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-2175535416143291658?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>任均 翁noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-31822969568256900772010-10-16T19:51:00.003+08:002010-10-16T19:56:52.228+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_aOOlrquJ6Ls/TLmSf6zwEkI/AAAAAAAAACM/VHIwuTUo-2U/s1600/2150085713_97453dcd43.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_aOOlrquJ6Ls/TLmSf6zwEkI/AAAAAAAAACM/VHIwuTUo-2U/s320/2150085713_97453dcd43.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528611094633910850" /></a><br />不要把除了你以外的人當成笨蛋<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-3182296956825690077?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>任均 翁noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-77037859761526790952010-10-13T01:11:00.002+08:002010-10-13T01:15:43.742+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TLSXpkE18UI/AAAAAAAABCg/gM4ZhyTSvzo/s1600/xZCzkpWy2ony8vzxsxU3cu53o1_500.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 287px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TLSXpkE18UI/AAAAAAAABCg/gM4ZhyTSvzo/s400/xZCzkpWy2ony8vzxsxU3cu53o1_500.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5527209383004860738" /></a><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 13px; border-collapse: collapse; color: rgb(17, 17, 17); white-space: nowrap; font-family:'Lucida Grande';font-size:11px;">一切都很悶 這世界的走向好像被一種奇怪的氛圍操控了 很精準的在偏差</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'Lucida Grande';font-size:100%;color:#111111;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; line-height: 13px; white-space: nowrap;font-size:11px;">我被薄膜包住 無法與外界取得聯繫</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'Lucida Grande';font-size:100%;color:#111111;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; line-height: 13px; white-space: nowrap;font-size:11px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'Lucida Grande';font-size:100%;color:#111111;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; line-height: 13px; white-space: nowrap;font-size:11px;">只感覺得到猜疑 防心與不友善</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-7703785976152679095?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-15836066078627465942010-10-10T04:16:00.002+08:002010-10-10T04:21:55.310+08:00<object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/TFfkAZJwUeM?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/TFfkAZJwUeM?fs=1&amp;hl=zh_TW" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>一切已變了樣</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(110, 102, 91); font-size: 12px; letter-spacing: 1px; line-height: 18px; ">為何我依然沉緬在你的汪洋<br />我想飛翔 卻不能馴服自己倔強的翅膀<br />不再沮喪 卻是我面對著你拙劣的偽裝<br />我試著遠離 卻不能控馭自己游移的步伐</span></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-1583606607862746594?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-50926847281527613092010-09-25T23:15:00.003+08:002010-09-25T23:21:10.794+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_aOOlrquJ6Ls/TJ4TWfLWjOI/AAAAAAAAABA/95SYZ5fI4As/s1600/_mg_8740.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_aOOlrquJ6Ls/TJ4TWfLWjOI/AAAAAAAAABA/95SYZ5fI4As/s320/_mg_8740.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5520871470249970914" /></a><br />你用什麼心情打扮自己?<div>你用什麼心情看待自己?</div><div>你用什麼心情面對面對別人的自己?</div><div><br /></div><div>倘若只知道一直從別人的眼中看見自己</div><div>那永遠也不會有機會好好自己問自己，於是自己就變得不是自己。</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-5092684728152761309?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>任均 翁noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-91923148109436402662010-09-20T22:26:00.003+08:002010-09-20T22:37:55.514+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_aOOlrquJ6Ls/TJdxZQfgH3I/AAAAAAAAAAU/RvBuGEcOQx0/s1600/98ffb1d10795b255d0a9e08d849160c8c3940858_m.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 200px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_aOOlrquJ6Ls/TJdxZQfgH3I/AAAAAAAAAAU/RvBuGEcOQx0/s320/98ffb1d10795b255d0a9e08d849160c8c3940858_m.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5519004547103596402" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>之一</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>在以前,似乎能夠為了與這相關的任何事情而感到情緒波動<div>現在看著別人情緒激動,這才發現自己對於那樣的事情沒有感覺</div><div>我的感受觸角,原來已經伸到別處去了</div><div><br /></div><div>真是慶幸.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>之二</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>看著這樣的鏡子,我才驚嚇得把自己看了清楚,原來是這麼令人難以忍受的模樣.</div><div><br /></div><div>於是我才知道我以前什麼都不知道,我只是以為我知道</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-9192314810943640266?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>任均 翁noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-85845723627990070362010-09-01T19:48:00.004+08:002010-09-01T19:54:05.747+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_aOOlrquJ6Ls/TH49yRlgR3I/AAAAAAAAAAM/aBs2TNBWM2Y/s1600/552995803_0528e9b999_o.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 247px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_aOOlrquJ6Ls/TH49yRlgR3I/AAAAAAAAAAM/aBs2TNBWM2Y/s320/552995803_0528e9b999_o.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5511910927871526770" /></a><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 19px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; font-family:-webkit-sans-serif;font-size:13px;"><dt style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><br /></dt><dt style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><br /></dt><dt style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><br /></dt><dt style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><br /></dt><dt style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><br /></dt><dt style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><br /></dt><dt style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><br /></dt><dt style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><br /></dt><dt style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><br /></dt><dt style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><br /></dt><dt style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><br /></dt><dt style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><br /></dt><dt style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><br /></dt><dt style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><br /></dt><dt style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0.1em; ">Eastern Arabic </dt><dd style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-left: 2em; margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><big>۰, ۱, ۲, ۳, ٤, ۵, ٦, ۷, ۸, ۹</big></dd><dt style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0.1em; ">Devanagari </dt><dd style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-left: 2em; margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><big>०, १, २, ३, ४, ५, ६, ७, ८, ९</big></dd><dt style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0.1em; ">Thai</dt><dd style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-left: 2em; margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><big>๐, ๑, ๒, ๓, ๔, ๕, ๖, ๗, ๘, ๙</big></dd><dt style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0.1em; ">Chinese and Japanese </dt><dd style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-left: 2em; margin-bottom: 0.1em; ">〇, 一, 二, 三, 四, 五, 六, 七, 八, 九</dd></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-8584572362799007036?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>任均 翁noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-87964863986675568142010-08-30T18:44:00.002+08:002010-08-30T18:59:14.728+08:00Rickshaw司機們基本上是很有個性的。<div><br /></div><div>他們不一定每個客人都會載，甚至空車也不一定每個客人都會停。</div><div><br /></div><div>好不容易有空車停在面前了，要先告訴司機要前往的目的地。如果司機覺得他不想去那個地方，他搖搖頭就噗噗的車子開走，如果ＯＫ的話，他們就用下巴指指他的後座示意你上車，「上來吧」的那種肢體語言。</div><div><br /></div><div>他們無時無刻的把嘴巴裡的東西吐在路上，可能是檳榔渣，也可能只是痰或口水。</div><div><br /></div><div>他們很會按喇叭。</div><div><br /></div><div>常常向其他的司機問路，都是用下巴溝通。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>開一整天的Rickshaw之後，怎麼回家呢？</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-8796486398667556814?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>任均 翁noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-34552644734016713622010-08-30T18:40:00.002+08:002010-08-30T18:43:20.001+08:00印度的攤販，晚上是把自己的推車用布蓋上，繩子固定，商品都還留在車上。<div><br /></div><div>有些推車會推到某一路邊放在那裡。</div><div><br /></div><div>我才和一個推車伯伯同路，看到他將推車停靠在一圍牆邊，那邊已有許多收拾好的推車了，在晚上11:30時。</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-3455264473401671362?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>任均 翁noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-39670228130119365702010-08-23T18:38:00.002+08:002010-08-23T18:40:44.508+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">0820</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:12px;"><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" ft="{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;msg&quot;}" style=" color: rgb(51, 51, 51); margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; font-weight: normal; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden; font-size:14px;"><span class="UIStory_Message"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">今天上了rickshaw,開了一小段路之後司機說要不照表直接50Rs(一般那段路</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><wbr></span><span class="word_break" style="display: block; float: left; margin-left: -10px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "></span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">程只要25Rs內),我說如果不照表我就下車,司機說好啊那你下車,我就下車了,然後</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><wbr></span><span class="word_break" style="display: block; float: left; margin-left: -10px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "></span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">司機說,剛剛那段路你要付我多少錢?我說我不付給你,因為你騙人!司機就惡狠狠的瞪著</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><wbr></span><span class="word_break" style="display: block; float: left; margin-left: -10px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "></span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">我,我也就惡狠狠的瞪著司機,他緊接著惡狠狠的瞪著我,我也抓住他的視線惡狠狠的鄧著</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><wbr></span><span class="word_break" style="display: block; float: left; margin-left: -10px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">他,30秒的互瞪後,司機一邊惡狠狠的瞪著我一邊開走了,我也一路惡狠狠的瞪著他.</span></span></h3><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">0821</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:100%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><div>繼rickshaw事件之後,緊接著在隔天發生了JUHU Beach事件。那天是在海邊有小女孩硬是在我手上蓋章，蓋了二十個左右，然後跟我要錢，一個章10Rs，所以總共是210Rs。我說我不給，因為早就在她蓋章之前我就一直阻止他，但是當她拉起我的手的時候我整個人慌了，腦袋一片空白，於是我的手就失守了。我們爭執了十幾分鐘，他們還把我拉向光良希望光良勸我給她們錢（這真是太天真了）。打給Vishal後決定遵照他的建議轉身就走，但是她們（兩個十幾歲的女孩跟一個二十幾的女人）一直拉扯我，真的是多虧光良幫我阻擋其中兩個。當那個二十幾歲的女人用力拉扯我的衣服的時候，我終於鼓起勇氣回頭對她惡狠狠大喊"Stop pulling my clothe!"，她一驚放開，我們抓緊機會加速離開。但是其中一個女孩依然不放棄的頻頻拉我手臂，我只好不停對她使用漸進式加強音量的"fuck off"攻擊，光良也一直發動"Leave her along"攻擊。直到發動攻擊快要到達maximum的時候，她們終於漸漸的放棄了，我們也默默的偷加速離開。直到到達安全距離之後，我整個人都快嚇死了，勇氣用光。這種近距離加上小女孩的戰鬥我實在是吃不消啊！（回家後用力的把蓋在我手上的章洗掉...）</div><div><br /></div></span></span></div><div><br /></div></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-3967022813011936570?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-46118145050156829882010-08-18T02:06:00.002+08:002010-08-18T02:10:09.794+08:00<div>做設計的半夜突然下起大雨，但是隨著太陽出來雨停了。</div><div><br /></div><div>早晨接到歐陽的電話說，他接到學校的簡訊告知大家學校一樓大淹水所以今天停課</div><div><br /></div><div>覺得很誇張，但還是讓自己做了一下下午要去哪裡玩耍的白日夢</div><div><br /></div><div>把腳架到牆上，看著腳趾動來動去放空了半小時</div><div><br /></div><div>然後迫於星期五的草評又回到筆電前想要繼續把進度做完，然後又接到電話。</div><div><br /></div><div>是另一組的組員問我們為什麼不到學校上課（？）</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>結果事情是這樣的：</div><div><br /></div><div>大四的兩個公子哥兒看到半夜下大雨於是惡作劇用學校的簡訊系統發了惡作劇簡訊給大家</div><div><br /></div><div>所以大家都被開心的騙了</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>雖然是雨季，但是這樣的大雨還是在這邊遇過最大的</div><div><br /></div><div>下大雨的時候安靜得連喇叭聲都沒有了，或許司機們在大雨中沒有心情去按它</div><div><br /></div><div>或許雨季能夠是印度最安靜的季節</div><div><br /></div><div>因為印度人不得不對雨有某種程度的專注</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-4611814505015682988?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-2080880387428079312010-08-16T19:37:00.002+08:002010-08-16T20:21:40.008+08:00印度是距離死亡很近的國家，隨時都能夠很近距離的目睹。<div><br /></div><div>於是對於很多死去的或是在死亡邊緣的事物在不自覺中消磨很多精神</div><div>也可以說，變得不像在台灣時那麼激動，對於這樣看著死亡的情況</div><div><br /></div><div>當我發現到自己這樣的心態轉變，我覺得很害怕。</div><div><br /></div><div>與學校的老師討論，他說，印度存在太多contracts</div><div>貧與富還有階級種種的社會結構，把彼此的關係用很強烈的偏差顯示出來</div><div><br /></div><div>我在想，人與動物的差別在這裡是什麼</div><div>人只是有衣服穿，有除了找東西吃之外更多的求生目標與方式</div><div><br /></div><div>在路邊搭棚居住的貧民，他們與死亡那麼近</div><div>生病與飢餓把他們消磨成眼神中缺少靈魂的人</div><div><br /></div><div>但是他們對於子女卻是極度的保護</div><div>這是因為他們擁有我們沒有的愛，還是出於生物的本能？</div><div><br /></div><div>他們對於死亡的看法，應該是遠超出我的認知</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-208088038742807931?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-27941950844465881032010-07-22T02:31:00.004+08:002010-07-22T02:47:55.979+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TEc-LdZu0DI/AAAAAAAABCQ/WO7ltHlBwpo/s1600/P1250516.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TEc-LdZu0DI/AAAAAAAABCQ/WO7ltHlBwpo/s400/P1250516.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5496430236821016626" /></a><br />晚安 晚安<div>電風扇的聲音</div><div>風吹動紗窗的聲音</div><div>狗兒打呼的聲音</div><div><br /></div><div>晚安 晚安</div><div>破碎的一長串路燈</div><div>沒有車子在上面流動了,寂寞嗎?</div><div>是不是像閃爍卻遲遲不想按下的橘色方塊一樣寂寞</div><div><br /></div><div>晚安 晚安</div><div>樹葉相互摩擦的陰影</div><div>把外面的燈光切割得碎碎的</div><div>沒有比這更喧囂的沉默了</div><div><br /></div><div>我只是捨不得把眼睛閉上</div><div>閉上之後,晚上就在一瞬間消失了</div><div><br /></div><div>很多事情 也是一樣的不是嗎</div><div>都能在一瞬間消失</div><div><br /></div><div>張開眼睛之後,就是白天了</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-2794195084446588103?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-73768284241212908172010-07-21T01:02:00.005+08:002010-07-21T01:07:06.729+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TEXXaI3FsiI/AAAAAAAABCI/SA2SB5u-N_I/s1600/P1100465.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TEXXaI3FsiI/AAAAAAAABCI/SA2SB5u-N_I/s400/P1100465.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5496035764330672674" /></a><br />「一個苦者找到一個和尚傾訴他的心事。<div>他說：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。”</div><div>和尚說：“沒有什麼東西是放不下的。”</div><div>他說：“這些事和人我就偏偏放不下。”</div><div>和尚讓他拿著一個茶杯，然後就往裡面倒熱水，一直倒到水溢出來。</div><div>苦者被燙到馬上鬆開了手。</div><div>和尚說：“這個世界上沒有什麼事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就會放下。”」</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>所以把握當下擁有的</div><div>總覺得相似的話題一直在重複</div><div>但是自己一點進步都沒有</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-7376828424121290817?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-48855039645162820412010-07-20T01:16:00.008+08:002010-07-20T02:57:09.689+08:00<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">其實在現場聽到這首歌的時候,我眼淚就這麼掉了好幾滴</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TESZt-OgU-I/AAAAAAAABCA/Az_lSsNa7FE/s1600/15820031.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 265px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TESZt-OgU-I/AAAAAAAABCA/Az_lSsNa7FE/s400/15820031.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5495686460375847906" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TESZtM4yLlI/AAAAAAAABB4/t2MAue-ZMLY/s1600/15820002.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 265px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TESZtM4yLlI/AAAAAAAABB4/t2MAue-ZMLY/s400/15820002.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5495686447131405906" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span><div>我想我只是一直意識到我什麼都沒有擁有</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">於是什麼都沒辦法失去</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><br /></div><div>----------------------------------</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px; font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">你眷戀的 都已離去<br />你問過自己無數次 想放棄的<br />眼前全在這裡<br /></span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">超脫和追求時常是混在一起</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /><br />你擁抱的 並不總是也擁抱你<br />而我想說的; 誰也不可惜<br />去揮霍和珍惜是同一件事情<br /><br />我所有的何妨 何必<br />何其榮幸<br /><br />在必須發現我們終將一無所有前<br />至少你可以說<br /></span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我懂 活著的最寂寞</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我擁有的都是僥倖啊<br />我失去的, 都是人生<br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">當你不遺忘也不想曾經<br />我愛你 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">在必須感覺我們終將一無所有前<br />你做的 讓你可以說<br />是的 我有見過我的夢<br />我擁有的都是僥倖啊<br />我失去的都是人生<br /><br />因為你擔心的是你自已<br />我愛你<br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">張懸　關於我愛你<br />作詞：焦安溥　作曲：焦安溥</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/vKefu-Ij0Mw&amp;hl=zh_TW&amp;fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/vKefu-Ij0Mw&amp;hl=zh_TW&amp;fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-4885503964516282041?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-68548053008155248252010-07-13T01:57:00.002+08:002010-07-13T02:01:43.103+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TDtXs-N5DRI/AAAAAAAABBw/IkzkTd54aYU/s1600/20080918095345_fedy.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TDtXs-N5DRI/AAAAAAAABBw/IkzkTd54aYU/s400/20080918095345_fedy.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5493080600635575570" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Arial;font-size:7;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:48px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px; white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; ">Tschüs</span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-6854805300815524825?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-15675237033500298602010-07-11T12:28:00.003+08:002010-07-11T12:35:16.342+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TDlJlD3e9PI/AAAAAAAABBo/EW9I7ZBEdXk/s1600/IMG_8596.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TDlJlD3e9PI/AAAAAAAABBo/EW9I7ZBEdXk/s400/IMG_8596.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5492502121597039858" /></a><br />面對眼前一個一個逼近的，其實我很害怕。<div>這一切都會不一樣</div><div>在身邊的人不一樣了</div><div>要做的事情不一樣了</div><div>我自己也會變得很不一樣吧。</div><div><br /></div><div>現在，或許，我擁有些什麼</div><div>我猜我只是想逃避失去它們的感受</div><div><br /></div><div>我知道我會另有獲得，但是卻只想倔強的，懦弱的依附著</div><div>現在有的，即使其實只有一點點，或許那些總是該改變的</div><div><br /></div><div>就是害怕而已</div><div>應該是對自己，對這些都很沒信心吧</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-1567523703350029860?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-21216086912249081422010-06-21T14:10:00.006+08:002010-06-21T14:19:39.654+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TB8EY1wGrUI/AAAAAAAABBg/hWKej9rSxFg/s1600/87090005.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 265px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TB8EY1wGrUI/AAAAAAAABBg/hWKej9rSxFg/s400/87090005.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5485107695952768322" /></a><br /><br />我一直看著那些美好的照片<div>讓她們的光影 滲透進我的心裡。</div><div><br /></div><div>所有笑容 眼睛 手指或是歪著腳趾的腳</div><div>草或是樹葉 電線街道或是招牌</div><div>鑲嵌在模模糊糊的結構裡。</div><div><br /></div><div>我喜歡的那些，</div><div>不會不見，只是有時候會被忘記而已。</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-2121608691224908142?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-60554053420308838072010-06-19T23:33:00.003+08:002010-06-19T23:36:52.866+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TBzj8P_y8dI/AAAAAAAABBQ/-WHoNUb3mPU/s1600/lwblog-ms15.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 192px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TBzj8P_y8dI/AAAAAAAABBQ/-WHoNUb3mPU/s400/lwblog-ms15.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5484509070456189394" /></a><br />總在聽的當下,覺得自己懂了<div>然後在做的時候深刻的感覺到自己其實根本不懂</div><div><br /></div><div>太容易陷入習慣性的思維與做法</div><div>還是要常常提醒自己</div><div>要記得跳脫</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-6055405342030883807?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-60830953205222715442010-06-17T01:40:00.003+08:002010-06-17T01:51:12.579+08:00心心念念想要看的FIFA連續三天了我都沒有好好看到<div><br /></div><div>看到大家開開心心的討論,心裡酸得可以擠出汁來</div><div><br /></div><div>三天,九場,我被放九次FIFA鴿子</div><div><br /></div><div>令我意外的是,我竟然會因為這樣而感到這麼傷心</div><div><br /></div><div>難過死了!!!事情都不想做了!!!我想看FIFA!!!!!!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-6083095320522271544?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-4400552075722354502010-05-30T21:37:00.006+08:002010-05-30T22:47:34.024+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TAJu6RwNoJI/AAAAAAAABBI/iY4sezX1ayU/s1600/6a00d834cad15053ef0120a50a9fe7970b.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 397px; height: 400px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/TAJu6RwNoJI/AAAAAAAABBI/iY4sezX1ayU/s400/6a00d834cad15053ef0120a50a9fe7970b.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5477062044313034898" /></a><br />無力到臉一皺就想哭的程度，一直換想自己縮小成３歲的大小然後捲曲在曾祖母懷裡。<br /><br />（原來是想到曾祖母嗎，所以眼神才把世界染成灰色的。）<br /><br />我只覺得我沒有野心，思考沒有組織，做事沒有計畫，情緒無法忍耐。<br /><br />也有可能是前陣子的壓力向我襲捲，每個字句重複毆打撞擊我的內心讓我完全措手不及。<br /><br /><br />人的堅強是變動性的東西，有時候很多，有時候不堪一擊。<br /><br />不斷的深呼吸也沒辦法讓世界的節奏慢下來等我，我只有被時間跟事件不斷的超前，<div><br /></div><div>思緒都被狠狠的拋在後面。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我被那種油性的東西淹沒，看不到上面的陽光呼吸不到空氣。</div><div><br /></div><div>「窒息吧」有聲音這麼說；</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我也好想，只是沒有勇氣做到。</div><div><br /></div><div>我頂多只是望著深邃的一切，象徵性的揮動雙手，</div><div><br /></div><div>然後漸漸被淹沒而已。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-440055207572235450?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-56623636890013709002010-05-29T03:03:00.003+08:002010-05-29T03:12:09.746+08:00每次這樣閱讀，都覺得快要喘不過氣似的<div><br /></div><div><br /><div><br /></div><div>原來把模糊不清的內心感受精準命名的威力如此強大</div><div><br /></div><div>充滿胸懷　把好像是眼淚的那種痠麻感衝進腦門然後擴散開來。</div><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-5662363689001370900?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-82163363305337818492010-05-18T18:42:00.001+08:002010-05-18T18:45:39.439+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S_JvsMI_HkI/AAAAAAAABBA/OnAFzHw2bbE/s1600/ab40aee04811d9e7db72580431b476032ea836f4_m.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 261px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S_JvsMI_HkI/AAAAAAAABBA/OnAFzHw2bbE/s400/ab40aee04811d9e7db72580431b476032ea836f4_m.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5472559302172417602" /></a><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" border-collapse: collapse; font-family:Arial;font-size:13px;"><dd style="list-style-type: none; list-style-position: initial; list-style-image: initial; margin-top: 3px; margin-bottom: 3px; margin-left: 3px; font-size: 10pt; "><br /><br />他們說世界太寂寞　</dd><dd style="list-style-type: none; list-style-position: initial; list-style-image: initial; margin-top: 3px; margin-bottom: 3px; margin-left: 3px; font-size: 10pt; ">為愛付出一切　</dd><dd style="list-style-type: none; list-style-position: initial; list-style-image: initial; margin-top: 3px; margin-bottom: 3px; margin-left: 3px; font-size: 10pt; ">只換來眼淚</dd><dd style="list-style-type: none; list-style-position: initial; list-style-image: initial; margin-top: 3px; margin-bottom: 3px; margin-left: 3px; font-size: 10pt; "><br />花兒開　</dd><dd style="list-style-type: none; list-style-position: initial; list-style-image: initial; margin-top: 3px; margin-bottom: 3px; margin-left: 3px; font-size: 10pt; ">花又謝　</dd><dd style="list-style-type: none; list-style-position: initial; list-style-image: initial; margin-top: 3px; margin-bottom: 3px; margin-left: 3px; font-size: 10pt; ">轉眼一場空</dd><dd style="list-style-type: none; list-style-position: initial; list-style-image: initial; margin-top: 3px; margin-bottom: 3px; margin-left: 3px; font-size: 10pt; "><br />我承認留不住天真　</dd><dd style="list-style-type: none; list-style-position: initial; list-style-image: initial; margin-top: 3px; margin-bottom: 3px; margin-left: 3px; font-size: 10pt; ">但冷漠的人間　</dd><dd style="list-style-type: none; list-style-position: initial; list-style-image: initial; margin-top: 3px; margin-bottom: 3px; margin-left: 3px; font-size: 10pt; ">仍有溫暖的安慰</dd><dd style="list-style-type: none; list-style-position: initial; list-style-image: initial; margin-top: 3px; margin-bottom: 3px; margin-left: 3px; font-size: 10pt; "><br />感動我　</dd><dd style="list-style-type: none; list-style-position: 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src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S9ijTYGkJ6I/AAAAAAAABAQ/o1l-Aog8_7M/s400/final+(157).JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5465297701096925090" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S9ijScZ_xII/AAAAAAAABAI/bMQtZqD_KGA/s1600/final+(40).jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S9ijScZ_xII/AAAAAAAABAI/bMQtZqD_KGA/s400/final+(40).jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5465297685072299138" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S9ijR7QoAOI/AAAAAAAABAA/l9MahPIBjOc/s1600/final.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 210px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S9ijR7QoAOI/AAAAAAAABAA/l9MahPIBjOc/s400/final.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5465297676174622946" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S9ijRZXIRNI/AAAAAAAAA_4/HZT8rzPl9ag/s1600/final+(9).JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 268px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S9ijRZXIRNI/AAAAAAAAA_4/HZT8rzPl9ag/s400/final+(9).JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5465297667075097810" /></a><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">界定</span><span lang="EN-US">:</span><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; mso-ascii-font-family:Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體;mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi- mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">在不同的時空所能顯露的事物不同</span><span lang="EN-US">,</span><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;;mso-ascii-font-family:Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:新細明體;mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast; mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">因此邊界消失或顯現。或是，在不同的觀點去看，邊界在觀點的變化之間被消弭，然後顯示出全然不同的性質。</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">各個獨立個體所組成的有機發展的紋理，當被工業化規格化的事物侵略影響之後，被一一塞進那些規格化的空間中。我們認為，那樣有機的紋理被填入的時候同時也被侷限了，被侷限在一個規格化的框框中。</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">每一個框框看起來都一樣，被很規矩的堆疊跟聚集。他們原本在不堆疊的時候的關係被垂直水平切斷了。許多不同與陌生的事物被聚集在全部一樣的框架中，但若把視角拉遠去看，他們的不同性被消除了，取而代之的是強烈的同質性。</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">原來，原本那樣不同的事物，被套進同樣的框架之後竟能如此相同。</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">這樣的事情還有另一個衍生的例子：兩棟年代風格相差許多的集合住宅在白天的時候給人感覺十分不同，但是在夜晚，當看的見的事情只有他們開口中的燈光時，那些型態相似的光景讓這樣在白天不同的建築在夜晚相同了。</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">在這樣的狀態下，同樣可以去討論，在這樣強烈的同質性中，還是隱藏了強烈的異質性。</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">每個燈光中所代表的或許是客廳，或許是房間，或許是浴廁。另外，每個客廳的燈光，每個房間的，浴廁的燈光都是代表不同的家庭，不同的人以及生活。就只當他們的不同性在那樣的視角看不見之後，強烈的同質性侵略了人在那樣視角中的觀察認知。</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">不過，有趣的一點是，若是能夠仔細觀看，仍然是有很多自然的蔓生突破規格化的框架。</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">原來是人為的生活與活動打破了規格與有機生成的紋路。</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">有一面鐵皮牆，牆上有許多人名配合電話號碼以黑色奇異筆被整齊寫在鐵皮的突起之間。將此畫面重疊以集合住宅的畫面，很有相似感。他們遠看又是如此相似，但是都很分明的代表著不同的人。在規格化的建築物中不同的人們在裡面過著相異的生活；在整齊的牆面上不同的聯絡方式默默騷動著。</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">不同的事物，被均值的置放在一起的時候，那樣的規格像是黴菌一樣會互相暈染。不同質感的布料被固定在同一面牆上，經過相同的風吹雨打與微生物棲息，他們有一樣的質變。這樣相同的質變使得他們能夠被詮釋為同一類，同一種。</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">不過，仔細觀察依舊可以看出他們在其中蔓生突破同質的自然紋路，那是發自他們本質的東西。</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">我們都在相似的地方努力的發出不同的聲音，因為我們原本就不同。</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">我們都將自己蔓生出規格化的框架。</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">───────────────────────────────</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">人類養蚵，把牠們聚集在一起培養整理成整齊的蚵田。其實我們也正在用同樣的手法對待自己。人們收納人類的生活，也是把人類這樣聚集堆疊在一起，我們像是蚵田裡面的蚵一樣的居住著。</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">然而，我們並不像被飼養的蚵般不自由。縱然是在侷限在框架中生活，但是那個框架對我們來說是軟性的。我們各自保有自己的空間，同時我們也隨著環境變動我們身邊的範圍，作自然的蔓生。就像是被紗布包裹保護的果樹，當風吹動，樹與樹之間的紗布互相推擠，影響身邊的樹的空間，但是不入侵。</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:&quot;新細明體&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">遠觀我們相同，近觀我們不同。在同與不同之間，界線存在於視角時空的變換跟不同的焦段。</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-2865350056624739170?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-9753029830882018582010-04-25T00:38:00.002+08:002010-04-25T00:46:09.021+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S9MgMMdxzoI/AAAAAAAAA_w/D8p--Pyeph4/s1600/%E5%98%B4+(41).jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S9MgMMdxzoI/AAAAAAAAA_w/D8p--Pyeph4/s400/%E5%98%B4+(41).jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5463746166807187074" /></a><br />人為的安排只是在一開始，之後按照自然的原理，質地變化<div>或是發霉或是變色或是破碎</div><div><br /></div><div>我是不是也該這樣看待，才能好好的把得失心放在一邊</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-975302983088201858?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-1045138906514649972010-04-22T22:50:00.004+08:002010-04-22T23:13:01.859+08:00當阿公在電話的那端說:「你怕什麼!不要怕!天塌下來我幫你頂著!」<div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我收到我這輩子最珍貴的禮物</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-104513890651464997?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-10844703994443824532010-04-19T18:52:00.002+08:002010-04-20T02:03:08.929+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S8yaxI7UQ5I/AAAAAAAAA_o/BceUkWckyxM/s1600/672ad287fe321b87908502037d18e6b28e7b747b_m.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 399px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S8yaxI7UQ5I/AAAAAAAAA_o/BceUkWckyxM/s400/672ad287fe321b87908502037d18e6b28e7b747b_m.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5461910617094112146" /></a><br />很有意見跟不成熟所表現出來給人的感覺真的很像<div>突然覺得大人尊重小朋友(包括二十幾歲的我們)真的要很有耐心跟包容</div><div><br /></div><div>體會到這件事情的時候...我覺得我自己應該已經被包容很多次了吧</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-1084470399444382453?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-38452917853480234912010-04-13T23:28:00.004+08:002010-04-14T00:06:35.403+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S8SWLBbrPzI/AAAAAAAAA_g/RdfiifDfTyc/s1600/_4121523.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S8SWLBbrPzI/AAAAAAAAA_g/RdfiifDfTyc/s400/_4121523.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5459653764387127090" /></a>我<br />失控<div>不合群</div><div>難以溝通</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我把原因歸咎於天氣, 那種偏差只是令人無力而已</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-3845291785348023491?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-35154622342054182192010-04-09T07:36:00.005+08:002010-04-09T08:50:18.121+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S75ov2zgZPI/AAAAAAAAA_Q/s2s-xxtSzqc/s1600/a26.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 293px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S75ov2zgZPI/AAAAAAAAA_Q/s2s-xxtSzqc/s400/a26.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5457914969794307314" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div>你說那一定有個微妙的理由<div>只想逃避的我卻寧願那個理由根本不存在<br /><br /></div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/z_weCYvN5KU&hl=zh_TW&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/z_weCYvN5KU&hl=zh_TW&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-3515462234205418219?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-35380779881973993952010-04-07T12:35:00.005+08:002010-04-09T08:36:44.601+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S7wPhivX8LI/AAAAAAAAA_I/OLefq1Gewbw/s1600/IMG_2158.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S7wPhivX8LI/AAAAAAAAA_I/OLefq1Gewbw/s400/IMG_2158.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5457253917401804978" /></a><br />生活是一團糟<div><br /></div><div>床上的雜物在睡覺的時候搬到軟墊上,起床之後移回床上</div><div><br /></div><div>要做的事情一樣一樣把自己吞噬掉</div><div><br /></div><div>從來沒有那麼想要逃避生活</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>世界很像一頭怪獸,把靈魂放進果汁機裡打散</div><div><br /></div><div>而我自己變成了很多片段 亂數散開在不知道哪裡</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>----------------------------------------------------------</div><div>0409 plus</div><div><br /></div><div>當我準備好要打後繼的時候,我突然忘記我原本想要寫什麼了</div><div>我只是覺得,要能夠堅強的面對全部該面對的好難,真的好難</div><div>即使我覺得自己很堅強也一樣困難</div><div><br /></div><div>被寵壞是一件要不得的事情</div><div>有管道能逃避就會產生依賴性</div><div>感覺人也因此變軟弱了</div><div><br /></div><div>要怎樣才能不附著式的進行,或是不被影響</div><div>現在的我回答不出來耶</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-3538077988197399395?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-38590976868904572752010-04-06T01:10:00.004+08:002010-04-06T01:18:51.945+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S7oZ25FINUI/AAAAAAAAA_A/kh4Ny2gOcEs/s1600/P1220502.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S7oZ25FINUI/AAAAAAAAA_A/kh4Ny2gOcEs/s400/P1220502.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456702329338737986" /></a><br />距離與態度總是那麼難以拿捏，而且表現出來的總是跟心中所設想的很有差異<div>也因此，散發出什麼，接收到什麼，往往難以預期難以控制</div><div><br /></div><div>常常為了感受不到而傷心，也會因為傳達不到而傷心</div><div>或是感受超出而煩惱，或是開心也有可能傷心</div><div><br /></div><div>有時候因為情緒不能完全表達而感覺痛苦</div><div>因為感覺得到那種半放半收的尷尬，很彆扭。</div><div><br /></div><div>要是都能夠坦率就好了。但是坦率之後呢。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-3859097686890457275?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-38891530742726489222010-03-31T23:27:00.004+08:002010-04-01T00:11:50.330+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S7N0I4JHlcI/AAAAAAAAA9o/jnhTpsSyFUA/s1600/29096193.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S7N0I4JHlcI/AAAAAAAAA9o/jnhTpsSyFUA/s400/29096193.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454831269534209474" /></a><br />有時候把一首歌重複不停的聽,不是因為旋律,而是因為歌詞的關係<br />的確,虛無的反而更激起很多渴望<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />美麗　勾勒我的慾望<br />這脆弱的信仰<br />如此的虛無<br /><br />我牽著你<br />翻閱我的憂傷<br />傾吐我的幻想 如此的虛無<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />被溺愛的渴望<br />迷失在這午夜的荒漠<br />於是我 思索你說的話<br />猜測你的意向 如此的虛無<br /><br />一切已變了樣<br />為何我依然沉緬在你的汪洋<br />我想飛翔 卻不能馴服自己倔強的翅膀<br />不再沮喪 卻是我面對著你拙劣的偽裝<br />我試著遠離 卻不能控馭自己游移的步伐<br /><br /><br /><br />時間　壓縮我的心臟<br />這微弱的聲響<br />如此的虛無<br /><br />茫然的夜<br />記憶開始懸宕<br />秩序中的迷惘 如此的虛無<br /><br />被溺愛的渴望<br />迷失在這午夜的荒漠<br />於是我 思索你說的話<br />猜測你的意向 如此的虛無<br /><br />一切已變了樣<br />為何我依然沉緬在你的汪洋<br />我想飛翔 卻不能馴服自己倔強的翅膀<br />不再沮喪 卻是我面對著你拙劣的偽裝<br />我試著遠離 卻不能控馭自己游移的步伐<br /><br /><br />詞/曲 吳柏蒼<br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/TFfkAZJwUeM&amp;hl=zh_TW&amp;fs=1&amp;"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/TFfkAZJwUeM&amp;hl=zh_TW&amp;fs=1&amp;" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-3889153074272648922?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-48148266894056015592010-03-28T11:12:00.002+08:002010-03-28T11:14:55.940+08:00<span style="font-weight:bold;">可能性</span><br /><br />空氣中弛放的美<br />深紫色的慵懶<br />和天空中的奇妙景象　或許<br />我沒有甜蜜的嘴<br />能完全地釋放<br />你心中神祕難解的結　縱然<br />這是個機巧的詭辯<br />沒有邏輯推演裡<br />一種純粹性的直覺論斷　但是<br />每當我沈睡之間<br />卻依稀地看見<br />被告誡不能跨越的線<br /><br />那可能性<br />我不能給你確切數量<br />但我躍動的心臟在此刻停止搖晃<br />的可能性<br />卻高於它的殘餘劑量<br />而我慷慨又激昂地向著對樓高唱<br />的可能性<br />只剩下原子裡的誤差<br />這是測不準的振盪你就別再去想<br />的可能性<br />已足以讓行星徹底迷航<br />在這大宇宙的劇場我飛散的意向<br /><br />於是我意外的疲倦<br />那刺眼的太陽<br />和喚醒一切的巨大金光　開始<br />質疑我所犯的罪<br />我何嘗不想<br />在月色裡昏沈地融化<br /><br />那可能性…<br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.echoband.com/news/166">回聲樂團</a><br /><br /><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/moBx1SCS9rk&hl=zh_TW&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/moBx1SCS9rk&hl=zh_TW&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-4814826689405601559?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-61521629827858549642010-03-17T08:48:00.004+08:002010-03-17T08:55:50.773+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">是不是"無法定義認同感"的這件事情，就是台灣的特色呢<br />例如澳門，即使也是有許多層的國家主權關係，也曾被殖民過，但感覺他們有一個堅定的對自己國家的觀感<br />反觀台灣，似乎就比較模糊，當被詢問到的時候，我們都猶豫了<br /><br />而「猶豫」的這件事情，是不是很特殊呢？<br /><br />以我自己的觀點來看是這樣：造成猶豫的，所猶豫的，猶豫的我們，就是台灣對立關係的邊界。我們就是我上篇中所提到的水，我們的觀點存在或不存在，偏左或偏右，台灣的樣貌就這樣被我們所表現出來的不停翻轉。我們的猶疑，游移，是軟的，是在很多關係之間，或是層級之間移動的。</span></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">物件原本就擁有一個穩定的狀態，這個穩定的狀態是有正分子與負分子在內外穩定分佈所形成的。<br />受到刺激，正分子與負分子在內外不均勻流動，造成內外的狀態正負翻轉，正負分子極度不均勻分布。（可以是正負分子極大部分在外，或是正負分子極大部分在內，或是正負分子位置對調）<br />在受到前述的刺激時，正負分子的流動是順勢的，自發性的，自動的，不需要能量的消耗。<br />而當受過刺激之後，內外的不正常關係必須復原，這樣子，物件才有辦法繼續保持穩定，回到可以接受刺激的狀態。而這個還原的動作需要消耗能量（或是付出代價）將分子的正負關係回復到其原先穩定的狀態。<br /><br />山與海的關係：<br />山與海是有同一個剖面形狀的元素，但是山與海是兩個相對的存在。他們的關係若是以他們擁有同一種剖面來看的話，那麼造成他們相對不同的很重要元素就是水了。水存在或不在，這個剖面就是海或是山。所以山與海相對性的邊界是水；水是可以軟化他們邊界的物質。水是一個刺激。</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#C0C0C0;">梯田，魚塭，地下水：<br />梯田與魚塭也是山與海的相對性存在，對我來說，他們的連結是地下水。他們都利用台灣的地下水來運作：灌溉與水循環。而地下水在使用過度後，會造成地層下陷，是一個地貌的改變，連帶影響到梯田與魚塭的運作或是性質。人是造成這些變化的主因，是人去操弄地下水這個主要物質。</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:130%;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:14px;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-6152162982785854964?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-37695665871912542532010-03-15T01:48:00.002+08:002010-03-15T01:53:17.848+08:00我汲汲於清楚安排自己的生活<div>因為體會到沒有時間可以浪費 警醒到自己有很多事情佇列中需要完成</div><div><br /></div><div>我喜歡這種不斷運轉的感覺 真不知道自己前一年多渾渾噩噩的生活到底是為什麼</div><div>不過也可能是因為那是那個時候的必要保護绰施 讓我自己不受傷</div><div><br /></div><div>現在感覺到自己堅強到某一程度 可以轉換模式了</div><div><br /></div><div>那就switch吧 這是我的需要與必要</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-3769566587191254253?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-23719925242344188562010-03-11T02:38:00.002+08:002010-03-11T02:41:40.857+08:00<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/u7buAII7Reo&hl=zh_TW&fs=1&rel=0"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/u7buAII7Reo&hl=zh_TW&fs=1&rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/DpJcqpNRI5o&hl=zh_TW&fs=1&rel=0"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/DpJcqpNRI5o&hl=zh_TW&fs=1&rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/pchGhsP7jE4&hl=zh_TW&fs=1&rel=0"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/pchGhsP7jE4&hl=zh_TW&fs=1&rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-2371992524234418856?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-35261951042896081612010-03-10T10:49:00.005+08:002010-03-10T10:59:50.106+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S5cI_CvefiI/AAAAAAAAA9Q/l8R3nerBlHI/s1600-h/39.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 339px; height: 400px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S5cI_CvefiI/AAAAAAAAA9Q/l8R3nerBlHI/s400/39.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446832153488686626" /></a>建築設計是不斷與不同的事物相遇的工作。每次進行新的設計，都能遇到不同的基地和人。新蓋的房子就應該是新的，但我們的城市有很多房子是用舊的精神蓋起來的。為了那些用盡自己所有的財產，夢想嶄新又幸福生活的人們，假如建築師沒有更新鮮更幸福的夢想，那些房子就是死的房子，也將背叛他們。話雖如此，就因建築是非常艱辛的工作，當偶爾自己也原諒自己的懶惰和膽怯的時候，韓波總是向著我質問：「你知道為什麼做建築嗎？」<div><br /></div><div>－《改變世界的建築》承孝相</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>看到這段話我發現了一件事情：與其說是我想要給那些人更幸福和更有夢想的房子，不如說是我被建築師自己本身一直要擁有更新鮮更幸福的夢想這件事情深深的吸引。因為自己的美好夢想，而也能夠讓別人也能分享這些，光是這樣想就讓我感到非常滿足。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-3526195104289608161?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-33881458028215458252010-03-05T09:25:00.003+08:002010-03-05T09:32:44.050+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S5BepMoraPI/AAAAAAAAA9I/lekkqmqhkTg/s1600-h/0109ecd3.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 380px; height: 378px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S5BepMoraPI/AAAAAAAAA9I/lekkqmqhkTg/s400/0109ecd3.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5444956011350419698" /></a><br /><br />文章轉貼自<a href="http://blog.roodo.com/wwrecords">小白兔唱片</a><br /><br />You can do what you want to whenever you want to.<br />You can do what you want to, there's no one to stop you.<br /><br /><br />十多年前，傳奇唱作人Elliott Smith發行了我最喜歡的專輯Either/Or。<br /><br />許多人聽到他的聲音，是因為電影「心靈捕手」的一曲Miss Misery，讓他在1997年贏得了奧斯卡最佳電影原創歌曲。我第一次聽到他的聲音，便是這張專輯裡的Angeles，短短不到三分鐘的時間，完全被他略帶憂鬱的聲音吸引，簡單的民謠吉他，勾勒出微微的鄉愁情感，馬上衝到櫃檯詢問這是哪張專輯，店員笑著跟我說「Elliott Smith，很棒吧。」<br /><br />我完全沒有想到Either/Or這張專輯會在我的CD隨身聽裡面停留這麼久。每次聽到他的嗓音，都會有濃密的哀愁，化不開剪不掉的哽咽。我買了他所有的專輯，最喜歡的還是Either/Or，動人的力量永遠都不隨著時間的流轉消逝，反而更加堅定。Damien Rice無法擁有這樣的能量，雖然他的第一張專輯O我也讓它滯留在我的音響裡很久，對我來說卻還是有點過於矯飾，少了單純的力道，雖然也是張好專輯。<br /><br />媽媽是小學音樂老師，父母離異之後Elliott Smith跟隨母親來從內布拉斯基到德州，童年的生活並不愉快，繼父尤其讓他痛苦，也因此有不少歌詞都是在隱涉童年的不快樂遭遇。九歲開始彈鋼琴，十歲開始彈吉他，Elliott Smith是個早熟的孩子，高中大學玩團時也是核心人物。他的一生充滿了不快樂，全部都寫在他的歌之中，最後的結束生命也似乎不意外，而他最愛的Bob Dylan到現在仍然在唱著Like a Rolling Stone，我們卻再也聽不到他的Rose Parade。如此冷靜的唱出極為哀傷的故事，就像根本和自己沒有關係一樣，漠然的面對世界的一切，就是像這樣的人，才會唱出這樣的歌。網路上關於他的介紹很多，American Beauty（美國心玫瑰情）和The Royal Tenenbaums（天才一族）也不約而同的用了他的歌。<br /><br />從第一曲Speed Trails開始，就註定隨著歌聲起伏。如果你一直以來都還沒有買過他的專輯，相信從Either/Or開始，也會對Elliott Smith產生莫大的情感。<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/f8oLojgTMVA&amp;hl=zh_TW&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/f8oLojgTMVA&amp;hl=zh_TW&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl<br />Who's still around the morning after<br />We broke up a month ago, and I grew up - I didn't know<br />I'd be around the morning after<br /><br />It's always been wait and see<br />A happy day and then you pay<br />and feel like shit the morning after<br />But now I feel changed around and instead of falling down<br />I'm standing up the morning after<br />Situations get fucked up and turned around sooner or later<br />I could be another fool or an exception to the rule<br />You tell me the morning after<br /><br />Crooked spin can't come to rest<br />I'm damaged bad at best<br />She'll decide what she wants<br />I'll probably be the last to know<br />No-one says until it shows and you see how it is<br />They want you or they don't<br />Say yes<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-3388145802821545825?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-5483327334015461602010-03-04T05:45:00.003+08:002010-03-04T05:56:16.175+08:00用什麼來麻醉自己 然後面對眼前的生活<div>一直往前走 然後呢</div><div><br /></div><div>伸出手來 捕捉一些幻影 </div><div>看著自己揮動手的時候把影像打亂 用目光無聲的哭泣</div><div>即使這樣依舊無法修補什麼</div><div><br /></div><div>這個也能遵守全有全無率</div><div>到達頂點之後豬羊變色</div><div>然後準備迎接下一個刺激與衝動</div><div><br /></div><div>疲倦於安排自己的生活</div><div>疲倦於一直維持有意識</div><div>疲倦於漂浮空中的情感</div><div>疲倦於皺出細紋的眉頭</div><div>疲倦於非得理性的思維</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>因為這些都太不實在了 我無法安心</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-548332733401546160?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-3502119898991172692010-03-04T03:43:00.003+08:002010-03-04T03:59:42.053+08:00或許會認為有點遺憾的時候 就是自己在長大<div>就像汪文琦說 設計課要感覺到困頓才會進步</div><div><br /></div><div>我只聯想到盆栽的枯萎，加油站的下雪天，斷了一根傘骨的深藍色摺疊傘，磁磚地板上的頭髮，忘記按時吃的藥，不得不的社交，一直鬧脾氣的鼻子，對話框下面的正在輸入訊息的標示符號</div><div><br /></div><div>這些都會讓人沮喪</div><div><br /></div><div>想要嘗試的事情一直被阻擋著</div><div>被生活中要做的事情,當下的心情,執行的困難,還有很多藉口</div><div><br /></div><div>對自己感覺到生氣</div><div>但卻又很快原諒自己</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>錯過了想要緊緊抱住的時機　之後就是不斷下滑的情感了</div><div>我也不想　但是就是這樣</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-350211989899117269?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-69565200341475024292010-03-01T03:48:00.000+08:002010-03-01T03:49:43.909+08:00<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/13HnYhiE7xU&hl=zh_TW&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/13HnYhiE7xU&hl=zh_TW&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />You are one of God's mistakes,<br />You crying, tragic waste of skin,<br />I'm well aware of how it aches ,<br />And you still won't let me in.<br />Now I'm breaking down your door,<br />To try and save your swollen face ,<br />Though I don't like you anymore,<br />You lying, trying waste of space..<br /><br />Before our innocence was lost,<br />You were always one of those ,<br />Blessed with lucky sevens ,<br />And the voice that made me cry .<br />My Oh My.<br /><br />You were mother nature's son ,<br />Someone to whom I could relate ,<br />Your needle and your damage done,<br />Remains a sordid twist of fate.<br />Now I'm trying to wake you up ,<br />To pull you from the liquid sky ,<br />Coz if I don't we'll both end up ,<br />With just your song to say goodbye.<br />My Oh My.<br /><br />A song to say goodbye,<br />A song to say goodbye ,<br />A song to say...<br /><br /><br /><br />It's a song to say goodbye.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-6956520034147502429?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-76291230488724587342010-02-28T21:46:00.000+08:002010-02-28T21:56:42.150+08:00把破碎的自己慢慢慢慢的撿回來<div>每碰一下都會痛 但是不得不去做</div><div>把自己好好的放進條理中 把多出來的邊修掉 把不足的空虛試著找東西填滿</div><div><br /></div><div>堅強與堅定 在被寵壞的時候忘記的現在都要好好的重新建立</div><div>不要寵壞我 因為沒有安全感會讓我分崩離析</div><div>讓我回到之前那樣 小小的存在在自己裡面就好</div><div><br /></div><div>在心中 一邊流血一邊切斷很多的什麼</div><div>切了很多很多 血也快流光了吧</div><div>就知道 跳下去不對 但是還是跳了</div><div>所以現在要爬上來 催促著自己 快一點快一點</div><div>真的不該把自己打開那麼多的</div><div><br /></div><div>真想念果斷的自己</div><div>心裡只有自己的自己</div><div>需要自己變成那樣的自己</div><div><br /></div><div>快回來 快回來 快回來 我自己</div><div><br /></div><div>過了今天的12點 就不准自己再懦弱了</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-7629123048872458734?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-27626744371513599782010-02-28T02:47:00.001+08:002010-02-28T02:49:02.018+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S4lo1lCAY-I/AAAAAAAAA9A/j3RBt_1JSkU/s1600-h/2bd34c366b1a422ca3c4c177197d5583eeaa505b_m.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 296px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S4lo1lCAY-I/AAAAAAAAA9A/j3RBt_1JSkU/s400/2bd34c366b1a422ca3c4c177197d5583eeaa505b_m.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442996894336836578" /></a>當自己在忙碌或是有明確目標的時候<div>才知道自己是誰 才不會不安 才不會焦慮的感覺到孤單</div><div><br /></div><div>突然覺得這樣的自己很脆弱<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-2762674437151359978?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-89022831388357138422010-02-24T00:40:00.000+08:002010-02-24T00:44:35.367+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S4QFsAk-HkI/AAAAAAAAA84/er1yTlhhZEs/s1600-h/6a00e54eeecc2f883400e550aacfd98834-800pi.gif"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P5DLysQat4g/S4QFsAk-HkI/AAAAAAAAA84/er1yTlhhZEs/s400/6a00e54eeecc2f883400e550aacfd98834-800pi.gif" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5441480503397850690" /></a><br />有很多即將成形靈感在還沒成形之前 是不能夠被硬是說出來的<div>那個東西是易碎的 有自己的型態的</div><div><br /></div><div>當在那個即將開花的剎那 若硬是說出口了</div><div><br /></div><div>就好像打碎了東西 戳破了泡泡</div><div>或是被揉捏了別的形狀被加入了別的東西</div><div>變得不純粹了</div><div><br /></div><div>即使最後還是有個什麼 但是那個已經不是原來的「那個」了 而已經是別的東西了。</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-8902283138835713842?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9012517633421910648.post-78727159330847304752010-02-22T11:06:00.000+08:002010-02-22T11:10:22.620+08:00<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/CWtipw6l_dY&hl=zh_TW&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/CWtipw6l_dY&hl=zh_TW&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />Don't you know? Love<br />miesou de yamanu little fight<br />Oh, baby I will stand<br />kiesou na asu wa mada frightening you now<br />So, I am always calling you<br />itsuka ubaenai ka mune no naka no your damage<br /><br />Sometimes I go there<br /><br />kawaranai me no you<br />nakitai kurai ureu no mo you<br />sono mune de odoru wa my love<br /><br />I love you as you are<br />mienai ka your life would be changing<br />Oh, please yourself and be happy<br />aitai sa darling, I want to take your hand<br /><br />* I am waiting for you<br />itoshi kimi no te no naka de fly<br />I am waiting for you<br />ano hi mita yume no basho e fly<br />AMAN koibito wa amai flower<br />kimi wa butterfly<br /><br />Don't you know? Love<br />joutai wa asa made fine<br /><br />Sometimes I go there<br />kawaranai ai no you<br />yuraidari suru no mo you<br />sono mune de odoru wa smile<br /><br />Don't you believe me?<br />Hey, baby, hold on to me<br />Do you wanna follow me?<br />Don't you know ? Love<br /><br />kimi wa butterfly<br />Everywhere you go<br />Everything you do<br />yume no oku tada afureru love<br /><br />I love you as you are<br />kaenai ka your life would be changing<br />Release yourself and be happy<br />aitai sa darling, I want to take<br />your hand<br /><br /><br /><br />oh I will stand<br />oh yeah<br /><br />kaze kara tsutau uta ga kimi no truth<br />I don't need to talk too much<br /><br />Everywhere you go<br />Everything you do<br />aitai sa I want to take your<br />hand<br /><br />I am waiting for you<br />ima ichido kimi no naka e fly<br />I am waiting for you<br />futari de mita yume<br /><br /><br />AMAN koibito wa amai flower<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9012517633421910648-7872715933084730475?l=heidi7731.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>小嘴http://www.blogger.com/profile/14243679476349885937noreply@blogger.com0